The Ascension Process & the Embodiment Process Clarified ~ May 24, 2018


β€œβ€¦would you touch on the distinction between the AP and EP?” β€” Kara

 

These two questions may sound like they’re not related but they most certainly are. First, Kara’s question.

I have intentionally been writing these two terms β€” the Ascension Process (AP) and the Embodiment Process (EP) β€” in this way because not everyone is or will be living the Embodiment Process in their current incarnations. For that matter, not everyone is or will be living the Ascension Process in these current incarnations because some people are hell-bent on continuing and/or perpetuating the only thing they know and enjoy which is the old negative patriarchy and all that it was. But those people are not the focus of this article so I won’t spend anymore time on that subject.

The AP is natural compressed evolution and everyone alive on Earth now is feeling the constant bombardment of higher frequency Light energies to quickly evolve from within the physical bodies they incarnated into in this life. The only way to not evolve now is to die and exit your physical body and reincarnate in the future or near future with a NEW higher frequency body that’s a vibrational and energetic match to the NEW Earth and baseline global 5D HighHeart consciousness. Some people now incarnate are too old, too sick, too weak or just do not want to remain in their current physical body and go through the tremendous Work that the AP requires. These people are and will continue to die and exit their current bodies and reincarnate down the evolutionary road a bit with physical bodies built to match such profoundly higher energies and existence in 5D both internally and externally. Those people who stay in their current physical bodies and go through the AP to evolve them in every way imaginable, and many that are not, are living the natural Alchemical Ascension Process in-body.

These people are the β€œnormal” masses of humanity who are not consciously aware of the evolutionary Ascension Process but are subject to it because they are alive and in physical bodies on Earth now. Just so there’s no confusion over this aspect, understand that there’s a HUGE difference between the unaware people currently living the AP on Earth now, and those individuals that are known as Volunteers, First Everything-ers, Forerunners, Gatekeepers, Gridworkers, Starseeds, Pathpavers, Wayshowers, Lightworkers and Lightwarriors etc. of which I am one.

The Forerunners and other names listed above, have been consciously aware that they are not only living the Alchemical AP as First Everything-ers, but that they are the ways and means by which the NEW higher frequency Light energies (and more) are seeded, inserted and permanently anchored into and on ascending physical Earth via their physical and energetic bodies and higher Heart consciousness. I’ve said in other articles that Divine Source throws out the balls so there’s got to be a small Group of individuals voluntarily inserted in the physical third dimension (3D) in physical bodies to literally β€œcatch those energy balls” and anchor them into their own bodies and into Earth and reality on Earth.

The First Everything-ers have consciously been involved with the AP from the very beginning and have been transmuting and clearing old residual 3D patriarchal negativityβ€”human and non-human createdβ€”across time on Earth from the first moment too. As they transmuted and cleared out unimaginable amounts of old negativity and darkness across time on Earth and in the fourth dimensional lower Astral too, they were simultaneously and constantly embodying (notice I used a lower case β€œe” here to represent something different from when I use a capital β€œE” in this same word) more and more of the NEW higher frequency evolutionary Light energies into their physical bodies, consciousness, CNS (central nervous system), heart and Rewiring their two separated brain hemispheres back into One whole unified brain and much more. To even be able to β€œcatch the balls” coming in from Divine Source, the First Everything-ers HAD to live the AP first in and through their own physical bodies.Β Someone always has toΒ go first and Pathpave and Consciously Create for the rest of the people who will be evolving behind them at a later date.

The next layer to all this is why I’ve deliberately use a capital β€œE” when I write the word Embody or Embodiment Process. When I write it with a capital β€œE”, I do so to represent those individual First Everything-ers that have intentionally gone further with this process to Embody their Higher Self/Selves, their Galactic Selves, their Multidimensional Selves etc. and enough Divine Source onΒ a conscious and direct level so as to become fully β€˜Sovereign’ individually or Self-Source connected individually. In other words, those Forerunners that have continued to go further with the AP individually for their own Soul, Spirit, Service to Source reasons and live the Embodiment Process and unify with, merge with, integrate with their own Higher Selves and Divine Source while in their current incarnate physical body, do so and continue to do so as NEW ascended living incarnate Masters.

The normal human masses that are currently living the AP but doing so with no conscious awareness of it or that they are and are being dramatically evolve by it are also embodying, lower case β€œe”.Β  They are and will continue to be embodying those natural but mandatory aspects of the overall Ascension Process such as integration of both sex energies within their current physical male and/or female bodies. The masculine, the feminine, the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine, left brain and right brain, lower heart evolves energetically up into HighHeart consciousness because HighHeart is integrated and unified, not old lower dualized and separated. These are baseline mandatory evolutionary upgrades that MUST be achieved by each individual to even be able to exist withinΒ and survive the 5D NEW Earth world and reality. Five or ten years ago that statement would have sounded almost unattainable by mass humanity, but now in 2018, it is the bottom, lowest baseline mandatory energetic level each person HAS to have within themselves to be able to enter and remain on the NEW 5D Earth. So the unaware masses that are living the AP are also embodying, but they are doing so at base levels only, and I do not mean for that to sound like it isn’t an extraordinary thing because it is! I cannot wait for there to only be integrated, non-dualized, individually unified 5D frequency, HighHeart consciousness people with equal amounts of masculine and feminine energies and consciousness on NEW Earth!

  • embodiment β€” evolving or ascending enough to have what’s been separated like male and female, higher and lower awareness, right and left brain etc. re-unified within each person that’s currently living the Ascension Process
  • Embodiment Process β€” First Everything-ers, Forerunners, Pathpavers etc. continuing beyond mandatory embodiment and merging with, aligning with their individual Higher Selves and Divine Source so as to be individually Sovereign physically incarnate Beings of Light in physical human bodies

 

β€œI am not feeling any communication like I used to have with higher self or guides or having any ” magical” experiences. In fact I feel more grounded and 3D capable then ever. In fact I recently went back to work for the first time in 12 years and am doing great. Anyone else experiencing that?” β€” Debbie

 

And now to Debbie’s question.

I wrote about the first time I started experiencing this in A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution (2010). All my life I’ve had conscious awareness of and both telepathic and higher dimensional face-to-face conversations with three Starbeings that are part of my Oversoul Group; an Orion from 8D, a Sirian from 6D and a Pleiadian from 5D. I’ve written about them and have included some drawings of them at TRANSITIONS and the book if interested.

As I’ve said many times over the years, my physical biological Ascension Process began February 1, 1999. About a year or so before that these three lifelong and beyond that (past lives too) Starbeings began slowly retreating from me. I didn’t confront them about this for about a year but finally knew I had to. When I finally did ask around 1998, the 8D Orion informed me that I was about to begin a very important and difficult process and they would, for no reason whatsoever, interfere with my going through that process. Because of this their time with me was rapidly coming to an end because, they would be going through this β€œprocess” too but at the different levels that each of them would. In other words, our time together was ending because we’d all reached the completion of the preparation phase of what was the Ascension Process, not that I knew it as that at that time. I knew and had know since 1995 that something huge and profoundly important was about to begin with the start of 1999.

It was a difficult phase of feeling my beloved three Starbeing kinsfolk slowly remove themselves from my 3D life and frequency back then but it was necessary for all of us because all of us were about to being this Universal Ascension Process. Me here on 3D physical Earth, and each of them in their different dimensions and realities.

As my AP continued from 1999, almost all of my old familiar higher dimensional Assistants, Guides, helpers and such have, over the decades, slowly disappeared. I’ve experienced being in the same or near space of other higher dimensionals like Lightbeings or Angels and other areas of focus and intelligence in space where some great Beings have no β€œbodies” per sey but are currently existing in energy bodies in certain areas in higher dimensions and in higher space if you will. It’s hard to describe much of these types of things because they are consciousness areas without bodies like we’re used to and they move and change occasionally, or, my consciousness is evolving to where I’m now able to perceive them as somewhat different from the last time I did.

Anyway, to make sense of Debbie’s question you need to go back to the information about the First Everything-ers currently living the Embodiment Process, with a capital β€œE”.Β  πŸ™‚

Because we Forerunners are and continue to live the EP, we are increasingly consciously aligning with, merging with, integrating back and unifying with our individual Higher Self/Selves, our Multidimensional Selves, our Starbeing Selves, our Lightbeing Selves, our Angelic aspects, our Galactic and Universal Selves, and Divine Source in vastly more direct and conscious ways. With all that going on now and well into our near and distant futures, we aren’t needing our old lower frequency, lower phases β€œGuides” and other multidimensional helpers and assistants etc. Because WE are Embodying these other aspects of our self/Self/SELF and SELVES into these current incarnate physical bodies living the Ascension and now Embodiment Processes, we have less and less need for external β€œGuides” and others. That’s the whole point we had them in the first place. Before we left Higher Home we asked them to help, guide and assist these aspects of us that Volunteered to physically incarnate into physical bodies during the time of Universal Ascension to physically catch those many evolutionary balls that Source throws out.

β€œEarthly incarnate ET Starseeds phones HOME” and no one is answering because YOU and each of us have been and continue to live the EP individually down here in physicality vibrationally lifting Earth up higher and higher. You/me/we are becoming so Sovereign that we no longer need those external in the old ways we did at the start of the AP. And, I’m going to add here for your honest consideration: Do you think that all these higher Beings would allow the weakest one to be the one that incarnated to catch all those Divine Source balls down in what was 3D physical reality and Earth? Not hardly fellow Cosmic Superheros! πŸ˜†

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One last thing before I need to get horizontal for a bit. This May 2018 higher alignment download β€œGateway” was, for me and I suspect many of you reading this, epic in its intensity, its glory, its pain-inducing spectacular-ness, its surreal like nature, and itsΒ β€œHuh, feels kinda like this might could kill me if I hadn’t done all that difficult prep Work!” This month’s higher energies alignment downloads into our level here was one for the Ascension Process record book in my opinion! Amazing, strange and surreal, otherworldly in nature but that should be expected at this point, and pretty asskickingly painful in other areas for a while too. Just another day in ascending paradise.

Said another way, OMG May 15th thru 22ndβ€”with Saturday the 19th and Tuesday the 22nd and Wednesday the 23rd so powerful and intense that I momentarily wondered on the 23rd where exactly I was, not that it mattered that much to me or even if my physical body didn’t survive this latest shout-out from Divine Source!

The physical pains in certain body parts was severe but nothing new about that. It was the incoming blasts that caused my heart to pound yet again while at complete rest to the point my body shook a bit with each heart-pounding beat. That and those pains and pressures in your head and skull that often go straight into your Pineal and then Pituitary glands and cause you to suddenly perceive certain aspects of β€œreality” quite differently for a few days or more. This level of head intensity energies often cause me to smell certain strange scents that I don’t even know are physically β€œreal” or not. Kind of a miserable side effect to having one’s Pineal and Pituitary blasted by Source, yet again, but the end results are so worth all the weirdness up front!

I know I’ve been in another ascending Earth world reality for the past few weeks. I know this because it’s happened so many times over the years that I can fairly quickly tell the difference because there are slight to rather dramatic differences in the external world that I see and feel. That statement isn’t all that important really, but how it makes you feel when you consciously experiencing the fact that you’ve changed Earth realities yet again is. I spoke about how our sense of self and singular identity has changed lately and this is another big reason why. Those of us living the EP (with a capital β€œE”) continue to expand our sense of aligning, unifying and merging of self/Self/SELF/SELVES into these bodies and consciousness are repeatedly shifting our locations and identities within β€œreality” and β€œrealities”. I AM here, then I AM there, then I AM in both and more places and on and on this expanding and aligning and merging with more and higher continues. And this is how we eventually reach the I AM point. Sounds like a great spot to close this one. ❀

Denise

May 24, 2018

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March 2018 Embodiment Process Side Effects ~ March 25, 2018


These February and March 2018 energies are so much higher in frequency, amount, are now direct plus are more never encountered Photonic Light. Because of this, many Forerunners, Pathpavers, First Embodiers, First Everything-ers have experienced some extra unusual side effects they’ve never had before throughout the entire Ascension Process (AP) and Embodiment Process (EP) to date.

When we move, travel, ascend and evolve deeper into more NEW energetic Light territory, we’re naturally further activated by those energies and suddenly find ourselves having some very new-to-us side effects in just about every way imaginable; physical, emotional, mental, etheric, psychic, Higher Awareness and so on. These symptoms and side effects of the AP and EP are much more than only having certain physical body and/or head aches, pains, pressures and related anomalies. As many of you already know, this also includes profound and ongoing evolutionary changes to our DNA, our psyche, our current level of consciousness, our sense of ego self and ascending Self and Higher Selves, multidimensional experiences, our personal lives and realities, and our physical and energetic interactions with the external Earth world and far beyond.

Right before these February and March 2018 NEW energies arrived, I found myself doing something I rarely ever do which was reach out to a couple of people online. I’ve always been able to retain discernment and honestly question myself and my actions, even when eyeball-deep in some seriously strange, confusing and intense AP and EP stuff. While doing this I was simultaneously aware that some part of myself knew that some unusual big self evolving energies and experiences where coming soon and an aspect of the old human part of me wanted to maintain some lower level of familiarity with other humans. I cannot tell you how utterly unusual this was coming from me, and I’m being honest about it to show how we can consciously know we’re evolving quickly beyond what we’ve been our entire physical 3D incarnations in these lives yet at times within this EP just want to be β€œnormal” and have a like-minded β€œbuddy” in our lives again… after 27 years of not having any.

Because this was an old lower self want on my part, the reaching out failed as it should have because of those reasons. After all, I am not here on Earth now to have plenty of lower self-soothing β€œbuddies” to chitchat with. I’m here nowβ€”as are every one of you reading thisβ€”to evolve, to ascend to a higher level of being and consciousness, to Pathpave The Way for the rest of humanity, and to build NEW worlds for all to further create within and on and on and on. At some point the chit-chatting may happen, but for now there’s so much more important things to get done by and through each of us. When you have a momentary longing for old β€œnormalcy”, not that I know what that is, just remind yourself that you Volunteered to incarnate on Earth now to be a direct part of the AP and EP for All everywhere.

Short List of March Side Effects

Inner Body Vibrations β€” These have reached very NEW levels of intensity so far in early 2018, and we’re just getting started! Expect more, much more, and much higher in frequency and intensity. Don’t get rattled over being rattled internally to a degree you’ve not experienced before. All of March it often feels to me like I’m having violent inner earthquakes in my physical body. I’ve consciously monitored the Inner Body Vibrations within my physical body since I first felt them around 2001, and every time I’ve thought they wouldn’t get any larger or more intense they did and continue doing so. This month they’ve been record-breaking and I know there’s more coming. No fear, just us getting more up to even higher Light speed.

Seeing Light Flashing Inside Your Physical Body β€” I’ve seen the Sun flash repeatedly strobe-like in the sky a few times so far, and I’ve also seen it blast out huge pulses of Light with minutes in between each pulse. What I’ve seen so far in March 2018, is this same solar Light flashing repeatedly in that strobe-like fashion but from within my own physical and energetic bodies. I and the Sun are ONE; we are in sync and are living, circulating aspects of each other. What the Sun does and transmits energetically now is the same thing and process that’s taking place with many of us living the Embodiment Process. Don’t think it to death, just FEEL it and recognize the truth of it and make whatever adjustments you may need to with your priorities. There’s what’s important and then there’s what’s important.

Extra Busy & Unusual Dreams Again β€” We go through periods where we dream some rather strange dreams every night for weeks and this is another clue that you/me/we have ascended, traveled, evolved into yet another NEW-to-us energetic area. We Work on and with all these changes constantly while awake and asleep, while conscious in-body and while out of it. There is no down-time anymore with the AP and EP, there is just IT and us living and being IT in and through our evolving and merging, unifying many selves and Selves and Greater Selves. Dream away and don’t think this to death either as much of it is just passing old stuff that does NOT need your attention to fix or repair or integrate any of it.

Greatly Increased Inner Ear Ringing β€” This has been going on for a while now but those inner ear high-pitched constant ringing sounds have recently not only gotten MUCH louder but higher in frequency as well. Oftentimes from my perspective, this latest cacophony of inner noise has been too much. We’ve experienced these increases in inner ear sounds, ringing, buzzing racket over the ascension years, just like we’ve experienced different levels and layers of smelling nonphysical scents and/or hearing nonphysical sounds and seeing nonphysical lights and other such things, patterns, geometries in code form like this.

At times this latest NEW level of inner ear noise that’s so big it’s bothΒ  inside and outside of your head by two or three feet, has been so loud and high-pitched that it’s causing me to also hear other strange nonphysical sounds, voices, noises and such in that typical clairaudient way. It’s like we’re hearing some of the sounds of the Universe moving and slowly grinding through cycles throughout the cosmos. It’s both interesting and annoying at times, but this is just another of many NEW situations and levels of our ongoing Embodying so again, no fear and don’t think things to death. Pay attention yes, but don’t linger too long on any one NEW side effect because so much more is happening, and coming.

Bones or Joints Suddenly Hurting β€” I’ve experienced this since the Total Solar eclipse of August 2017. Certain joints suddenly go from fine and have never hurt to hurt like all hell and can’t move them then suddenly back to feeling fine again. Last year this happened in my right elbow and shoulder joints; this year it’s one heel bone and now up into the arch of my foot to the point it’s hard to walk. When body parts suddenly hurt seriously for extended periods, one occasionally considers the unthinkableΒ β€” actually going to a doctor! No, anything but that!Β  When in doubt go within and discern for yourself. If you don’t trust yourself with this ability yet and believe that a doctor visit will solve the situation then go to a doctor. But know they most likely won’t find anything β€œwrong” or worse they’ll put you on some drug you don’t need. Discernment.

Saturn, which has to do with structures such as our physical skeletal structure, bones, joints etc., went into Capricorn, its ruler in December 2017, but it did so as a 5D free and clear entity no longer housing old Team Dark distortions forced upon it. Because of this and plenty of other related and ongoing AP and EP energies and changes, it doesn’t surprise me at all that our physical skeletal structuresΒ are going through more NEW-to-us DNA upgrades and other related improvements.Β KnowΒ that the pains in certain joints and vertebra etc. is hitting hard and highly focused now but will not last forever so self-care and don’t go into fear over these and other AP and EP related changes.

Difficulty Expelling Urine β€” This is another of those certain Ascension Process side effects that most of us aren’t in a big hurry to share with the world. I’ve had this one since about 2000 and at first thought it, along with sudden and repeated bladder spasms, were due to menopause until a young woman in her early 30’s with two young children mentioned that she and her kids (a boy and girl) were all having difficulty pushing all the urine out when they went to the bathroom. That’s when I knew this lovely symptom was ascension related and not strictly about changing hormones from menopause.

Typically this one is more pronounced throughout the night (but I have experienced it a few times during the daytime too) and one has to repeatedly push and push and push out the urine to empty ones bladder. This side effect has to do with many AP related things such as hormone changes, DNA changes, repeatedly purging old 3D patriarchal created toxins over the years, density changes both externally and internally and so on. But again, discern this and all other symptoms and side effects to decide what you feel is right at the time for you and your body or your children’s bodies.

This is Very Personal β€” No, not personal physically but personal psychologically, emotionally, psychically, spiritually and energetically. This side effect is from the ongoing Embodiment Process and has to do with one’s repeatedly changing sense of old self incrementally unifying with one’s Greater, Higher Selves. It also has to do with our also ongoing 5D unifying with the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine within ourselves and our bodies and consciousness. Didn’t that sentence sound so easy-breezy fluffy and nice? Well, if you’ve been and are living this down into every cell and fiber of your being and physical body, then you know it’s anything but easy-breezy fluffy and nice! It’s freaking hard Work that usually hurts a good bit physically, emotionally and psychologically. Little self, open up and make room for incoming Bigger Self, Higher Selves, Divine Mommy, Divine Daddy and much more, and stop freaking out and running around like your hair is on fire because it all! Β Again, it all looks so great and easy on paper but is a very different situation when happening to and in you! Breath, there’s more than enough stretchy pants room for in here for a great big God upgrade right inside you and your physical body.

I joke only because this is some serious shit taking place now for many of us. Glorious, divine, rare beyond belief, magical but so real physically it often hurts in multiple ways. Everyone desirous of and willing to do the Work to Embody 5D and higher Unity frequencies within themselves and their physical bodies knows how profound and how profoundly personal this phase and level of the Embodiment Process is to each of us. We’re all doing the same thing, Embodying, but it is a highly unique, sacred and individual process. You are changing; I am changing; we are and will continue to change dramatically and in ways so wonderful it’s hard for me to even think about without it causing me to tear up. Please, carry on. ❀

Time Is & Is Not β€” The linear time business and the quantum no time business and our getting re-familiarized with living in the eternal Now Moment business is both fun, entertaining, exciting, creative, confusing, exhausting, frustrating and weirdly wonderful. Over the past few years, learning how to work both within and outside of linear time has been interesting to say the least. But in 2017, and much more so in 2018, this has evolved into us being much more comfortable with our existence and lives lived in the Now Moment from moment to moment. This has become the NEW normal for many First Embodiers already and we’re getting more aware of how to bend, hold, push, stretch, compress or just float in the timeless quantum Now Moment. It’s easier than one would believe to live and move about your day or night and not have linear time eating you and your energies up minute by minute. This is not an intellectual thing, but an intentional and conscious creation thing that takes place in and from one’s HighHeart. If you want time to speed up then make it so. If you want it to slow or go away for you, then make it so. Some of the NEW crayon colors showing up in our NEW crayon boxes are really exciting First Everything-ers! Much more to come too.

Sleep When Needed & Forget About Time of Day or Night β€” For years I had to step out of body during the daytime via naps to assimilate the latest incoming NEW Light energies. This has never been something I’ve intentionally done but something that happens to me suddenly, informing me that I’m about to Embody some more NEW-to-me Light energies and it’s so much easier to do so when one is out of their physical body.

Another new side effect this year for me has been the sudden inability to sleep at night. There are nights now where I just don’t want to go to bed and sleep which is unheard of for me! Night and bed and sleep has always been a sacred space and time for me so to have this lifelong habit suddenly do a 180Β° turn has been strange. Nonetheless, this is just another NEW change that many are finding themselves dealing with, and it also shows us where we still have old familiar beliefs about certain things such as it’s nighttime so that means it’s bed time and sleep time. Not so anymore, just like eating and foods and other old 3D habits we all have. This sleep business is connected to the time and no time business so give yourself permission to sleep and catnap whenever you, your body and CNS (Central Nervous System) needs to because of the EP and ongoing Light energy increases. Release the old habits and beliefs and expand into the NEW in more and more ways. We’re great at adapting.

There’s more of these current NEW-to-us side effects from March but this these are some of the most pronounced ones I could think of now. As usual after I hit the publish button I’ll think of three more important ones I forgot but if so we’ll cover them in Comments under this article. Hang in there Trailblazers as all this won’t be ending in our lifetimes so deep breath, wide open HighHeart, smile at Source for everything and please, carry on. ❀ ❀ ❀

Denise

March 25, 2018

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Mid-2016 Overview ~ June 15, 2016


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Many thanks to my friend, A. for sending this article byDenise LeFay that describes what many of us have been feeling over the past few years. For me, I have been wondering, “Wait a minute, if I AM a Light worker…how come I’m not in a great mood? I AM not in a terrible mood, but aren’t I supposed to BE happier, now that I know my truth?”?

So…please read on and learn more about why we feel the way we do, the possible reasons for our feelings, and…

InJoy!

For some 2016 has been far more difficult and challenging than what 2014 and 2015 combined were, and that’s saying something! Since the completion of 2012, the energy Stair-steps have been something else have they not? And they’ve often not been anything like what we Forerunners thought or expected them to be either. The NEW very much is new to each of us because we’veΒ neverΒ done this before, anywhere, and that’s just perfect and wonderful even when it doesn’t feel that way sometimes. I think many of us have been and still are soΒ deep within this phase of the Ascension Embodiment Process that we can’t as yet quite grasp just how much we’ve actually changed (evolved).

Because 2016 has been unusually difficult for me personally, I’ve spent some time and focus trying to figure out why. I could look at this from a strictly astrological viewpoint and understand the transits interacting with my natal planets and such, but this old beloved tool is taking place at higher, more complex Ascension Process levels too. I’ll always enjoy and appreciate astrological insights, but even that tool must be considered in NEW ways because we are evolving, and quickly.

I had to go deeper to find the Ascension Embodiment Process answers I was desirous of to help me better understand why I’ve had such a hard time of it this year. Even how I have accessed higher information (Light), Higher Awareness in this lifetime has drastically changed since 2012 because I am evolving beyond those old, well-familiar lower frequency tools too, all Forerunners are, hence why some of us are seemingly, I repeat seemingly floundering this year. We are however not floundering at all but individually transitioning into greater amounts of the NEW internally and externally. Having said all that, feeling increasingly depressed and isolated wasΒ not at all what I expected would happen to me in 2016, and I needed to understand why I’ve felt like this much of this year.

Let’s recap these three Stair-step Energy Waves to see what we can See and Know.

wavehearts2 First of these Stair-steps or Energy Waves began around December 19,Β 2015 and was like getting hit by a HighHeart Mack truck; wonderful, traumatic and unexpected.

wavehearts2 Second of these Stair-steps began around March 2016 and caused many Forerunners to go into deeper feelings of being more alone and isolated.

wavehearts2 Third of theΒ 2016 Energy Waves Stair-steps will begin in September and no doubt be even more intense and potent throughout the last three months of 2016 to help prepare us for the start of even higher energies coming in throughout the three Light Waves of 2017.

Honestly look back over what all has happened to you, your life and consciousness just since December 2015. Like me, you’ll realize that you have changed considerably since then, not that we’re anywhere done with this yet however. Nonetheless, look at how you’ve changed in that short period and how it has made you feel. Like me, have you felt increasingly alone and isolated from the world and humanity? Have you felt more empowered despite feeling depressed at times? Despite feeling utterly disgusted with many humans lately and knowing with Higher Awareness the many reasons why? Do you feel yourself increasingly becoming more β€˜Sovereign’ with each Stair-step you traverse in 2016? Do you understand that (and this one took me some time to figure out) the feelings of growing isolation and being alone is actually you/me/we becoming increasingly Sovereign within ourselves individually?

It’s taken me a while to put two and two together because I’m still very much living this phase of the Embodiment Process and not done with it yet. β€˜Is it soup yet?’ Β β€˜Are we there yet?’  β€˜Are we Home yet?’  Not quite yet but almost.

Becoming depressed was the absolute last thing I’d ever have thought I’d feel at this point in the Ascension Process and it confused me greatly. I haven’t worked this long and this hard to just reach β€œdepression”!!! OMG, you’ve got to be kidding me! With some effort I finally began to understand that what was being interpreted by myself as β€œdepression” and β€œaloneness” was in fact the early stages of Embodiment. It seemed a contradiction at first but the more I looked at the situation, the better I came to understand it was just a change in perspective (on everything) that was making me temporarily feel alone and depressed at times. It was NEW in the greatest, largest sense.

Since birth in this incarnation I’ve felt alone because I have been alone on this physical planet and dimension and isolated from the normal higher frequencies of Home other than what I brought in with me at birth. I was a Volunteer Forerunner spy in a foreign land and deep undercover all my life so feeling alone and isolated isn’t new to me or any other Volunteer/Starseed/Forerunner/Pathpaver etc. Neither is feeling depressed from time to time, but during 2016, this has felt very different. It felt intensely personal, it was all me, all mine and I didn’t get it for almost half of this year. I now do which means it’s going to be vastly easier not to mention an even faster Process than it already is.

Those of us who Volunteered to incarnate in 3D to help with the Ascension Process in the physical typically came in with some shock and trauma because of how negative, Dark and evil the entire planet was. We adapted and adjusted as much as we could to survive being in physical 3D as a human while carrying more Light in us than would ever be allowed by Team Dark (TD). We acclimated as best we could and did what we came here to do. Now however this has all reversed (at the Expiration Date of December 2012) and we’ve been strugglingβ€”much like we did early on in these incarnationsβ€”to cast-off those old lower frequency, negative and Dark energies, habits, traits, consciousness and so on we accumulated while down here as we β€œascend” both ourselves while in physical bodies and the entire planet and much more with us. I would think a bought or two of depression and feeling alone would be expected at some points within all this.πŸ˜‰

Seriously, after this lifetime of living among the β€œwalking dead” zombie parasites called mass humanity and normal reality on 3D Earth, many of us have been Embodying our Higher Source Self into these physical bodies and incarnate Selves which could not be any more opposite from the β€œwalking dead” parasites and parasitic life and reality! This profoundly extreme opposite feels, at this point at least, like we’re alone in this Embodiment Process down here in physicality. You and I know we’re not and that Home and Family has always had our backs and yet, we’ve HAD to do this on our own down here, otherwise what’s been the point to all this?

I’m stressing this point because after leaving our natural state of and higher levels of individual Sovereignty, to be reconnecting with IT again down here in the physical finally feels unusual at best and depressing at worst at this point. We’ll get there however.

At one level it feels strange to us to individually be increasingly connecting with and Embodying our Higher Source Self. This naturally causes one to become increasingly β€˜sovereign’ meaning absolutely no more parasitic actions, people, life, reality, actions etc. etc. We have IT all within us individually which means to us as we are now, we feel more β€œalone”, more β€œisolated” as anyone would after a lifetime of living on a completely parasitic world reality. We’re not feeding from the trough of others in any way or ways but have evolved to the level where we’re finally becoming Home again meaning we’re Self as Source Sovereign and need nothing else. To the old parts of us this mega shift feels like we’re more and more alone, even more different than we were before, and more isolated in some ways because of it. This will change with time and with us Embodying even more of our Greater Selves but for now it’s all rather weird and wonderful, and sometimes depressing because it’s hard to fit so much Divine Source into such little packages as these incarnate bodies and Selves.

Why So Many β€œWalking Dead” In My Life Now?

Another thing that’s repeatedly been in my life (and β€œnew” old house) all of 2016 are numerous completely unaware and/or just starting to β€œwake up” people, all of them male.

Some of you may remember an article I wrote in January 2016 (if memory serves) where I talked about what I’d experienced via the First Stair-step Energy Wave around December 19, 2015. I had suddenly fallen in love and became LOVE for brief periods so IT wouldn’t destroy me, my body, psyche or central nervous system etc. It was all rather weird and unusual for me to suddenly be seeing males (again) as things I wanted to hang out with and more. Euw, what, no no no, I closed that sexual door at age 39 when called back to the Cosmic Ascension Monastery again. It was a far too easy portal for Team Dark to get at me through so I deliberately closed it then for that reason.

So when the first of these particular Waves began last December, no one was more surprised than me to be eyeballin’ certain younger-than-me males. Again, just because something is interpreted at first as such and such by us does not mean that’s what it really is. Don’t do anything sudden or stupid but keep going, pay attention and do your best to figure it out from a higher level of awareness.

Let me lay this out for you this way because I think it’ll be easier for us all.

one-two-three1

wavehearts2 First HighHeart Wave of this period began December 19, 2015 and for me had to do with falling in love with males while simultaneously being LOVE myself for short periods.

wavehearts2 Second HighHeart Wave Stair-step of March and April 2016 (this has been almost constant for me however and not only these two months) has for me been about repeatedly on a one-on-one basis dealing with different males that are totally unaware patriarchal β€œwalking dead” parasitic zombies, and slowly β€œawakening” males with still very heavy overlays of old lower patriarchal negative everything. You wouldn’t believe some of the negativity I’ve experienced this year from these lower consciousness, female disrespecting, parasitic patriarchal males. (A couple of other males have been honest and equal with me which was beyond wonderful.) But mostly frustrating, heartbreaking, downright dangerous at times, absolutely unbelievable at other times, and all one big old lower world patriarchal β€œhot mess”.

wavehearts2 The third Stair-step Wave of September and the rest of the year will give me and everyone else the time and focus to find solutions/integration/resolution etc. beyond the two highly dualized one-two punches ofΒ #1 and #2 Waves. Wave #3 is when and where I can, you can, we all can work on and reach Triality, Neutrality, Unity with the particular issuesβ€”whatever they’ve been for each of us in 2016β€”before the year completes and we evolve into much higher energy Waves of 2017. This is how this Duality business has seemed to work post 2012; 1 and 2 yearly Waves or Stair-steps are typically fairly extreme opposites with #3 Wave being the point where we’re able to See, Know, integrate, resolve or Neutralize the wild extremes into One within ourselves.

But for now while in Wave #2, I’m still dealing with low consciousness males (all hot for Trump and eager to tell me all about it) and doing my best to discern when to open my mouth and when not to. Some of these people (Portal People) are just so easy for TD and/or negative energies etc. to work through to try to get at you/me/us so be aware and wise and in your HighHeart.

The other day I had an electrician here doing some work on the house and first he tried to puff himself up to intimidate me and when that and other tactics didn’t work, TD stepped in, took over and tried. That didn’t work either but good gawd, what a thing to experience only a foot away! This is always interesting to See and experience firsthand but enough already, so get this one figured out Denise before the fence guy and other handymen comes back in a few days. I can’t wait to get to September 2016 and work on these two old patriarchal extremes and move on.

Denise

June 14, 2016

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