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Tag: transitions
The Healing is at the Core ~ May 9, 2018
I have long suspected that I had some serious past life issues around being a prisoner, being shackled, persecuted, tormented, judged and suffering as a result of injustice, power, persecution, and control. But I had no idea, until serious health issues forced me to look deeply within my energetic and karma core for clues to understanding why this was happening in my life and understand how far back these energetic imprints go and to what extent I have lived my life through them. For the past five years I have noticed this trend in my clients too, as I can always trace present life issues to past life traumas and show them how they can be healed and overcome. And these past life issues generally come up around serious life issues that they feel very challenged and disempowered by.
In my case, some of my karmic history included a time when I starved to death in a French dungeon, where I was shackled to a wall for expressing my political beliefs. In another place which looked like ancient Sumeria, I was a powerful teacher who was enslaved by the government, persecuted, imprisoned, and eventually executed for refusing to deny her beliefs that opposed existing dogma. And in ancient Egypt I was an imprisoned queen, shackled at the ankles and used as a war trophy to intimidate and control my people. In these past lifetimes, the person (me) was immobilized, imprisoned, and profoundly persecuted, which are powerful karmic themes for me today.
As I looked at these lifetimes I could see myself move from anger to despair at my situation. Struggle was futile, escape was impossible, and in a modern-day insight, I realized that the only way I knew of escaping from imprisonment was to die, which is what nearly occurred with severe health issues I experienced a few years ago. As you know, in this lifetime, I was paralyzed by a vaccine at age 5 and could not move for 2 years and did not walk for 5 years. I have also had 3 near death experiences in which I was told it was not my time to leave so I had to stay.
If death was my past life option to escape imprisonment and persecution, there are other options available to me today, which is why I am still here and still alive. Once I understood the karmic core trauma issue, which is a repetitive situation around being imprisoned, shackled, and persecuted (I have recurring problems with my ankles), being immobilized or ‘imprisoned’ or paralyzed, and being silenced for speaking out, I knew what was causing the situations I have experienced in this lifetime.
So I have the karmic scenario and know the core trauma energy, now it’s time to create a different solution to end the karma and to step out of this cycle that has repeated itself so many times in my lifetimes and in my life today.
If you can relate to any of this, there is powerful healing available to you once you are able to identify the karmic cycle and create new options for your life. What’s the core issue around a karmic cycle? It’s the thing that keeps repeating itself over and over again, maybe it looks a little different each time, but it is the same kind of situation.
Why is it important? Because it is the reason for your lifetime today, to experience it and to create a different outcome.
How do you manage it? Unless you are consciously aware of it, you do the same thing each time, unaware of what is happening and not seeing the repetition. With awareness, you can see the pattern, create multiple alternative solutions, and have the courage to implement at least one of them. Usually, the answer is the one thing that you do not want to do or have been resisting.
But there is a reason for all of this (isn’t there always a reason), and it has to do with ascension, transformation, transitions, and new beginnings. As Jesus said, ‘you cannot put new wine in old wineskins,’ and I don’t think he was talking about alcoholic beverages. If we’re the ‘new wine’ we can’t step into our new paradigms still carrying our old beliefs, habits, energies, frequencies, and karmic patterns. Do you remember the reference to the ‘eye of the needle’ in the May Energy Report? (you can find out more about it here)? How much karmic baggage do you think you can take with you as you go through the eye of the needle in your life (which is the 4D bridge between 3D and higher dimensions)?
What do we do to release our baggage? We arrive at what we think is its core and uncover that truth. Then we dig a little deeper to find the bigger truth, the one that lets us see the connections between every situation, relationship, person, belief, and event that we have experienced in our lifetime, uncover the buried lifetimes they are related to, and see how we have built and fit our lives today to re-create them. And if we aren’t ready to see that yet we will get a big push, in the form of a life event that compels us to really take notice, to explore those areas until we are willing to face ourselves in all of our aspects, history, and energy so we know exactly what is required to bring us back to wholeness.
It is a journey from healing to wholeness which leads to congruence and harmony and whatever is the source of our core trauma is preventing us from being ‘whole’. Karmic cycles are energy drains which use our energy, limiting our ability to expand into higher aspects and to release the density necessary to achieve new frequencies and cross over into higher dimensions.
Hidden within our core karma is how we have experienced 3D energy that now weighs our soul down with pain and fear. Like the ballast that weighs down a hot air balloon, if the balloon is to rise, the ballast must go over the edge. The choice is ours, to stay on the ground or to rise, to be in a karmic cycle or to forge a new path. There is no better time than now to do this level of work, as the entire universe is encouraging us to complete this and move into the next phase of our ascension cycles. It’s your time and your turn, are you willing to throw off some ballast and soar?
Copyright (c) 2018 by Jennifer Hoffman. All rights reserved. You may quote, translate, reprint or refer to this message if you mention the author name and include a working link to http://enlighteninglife.com
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Who Am I? ~ Feb. 15, 2017
Dear Ones,
At times, you feel capable of anything and at others as if your world is coming to an end. “Who am I?” is your new mantra.
Just as was true during puberty when one moment you were a child wanting your parents to care for you and the next, total adult freedom and nothing to do with your parents.
Your emotions are now similar – from angry to happy to sad to joyful within moments. For you are transitioning rapidly from an Earth 3D adult to a new being in new frequencies and dimensions. To do so, you must transition bit by bit – just as was true in puberty.
For just as was true in puberty, you do not yet have the wisdom be an adult in 5D or any other dimension that is your home base. Nor do you have the physical stamina to do so.
Perhaps you know that human brains are not fully developed until near age 25. So it is that many humans before age 25 or so, are not necessarily held to adult measures for giddy, unrealistic or angry actions. Those in their teens and early 20s, often act in ways Earth adults find irrational.
So it is for you now. You are in the beginning puberty stages of becoming an inter-dimensional, intra-dimensional being. So you flip between the actions and emotions of a 3D adult to that of an intra-dimensional, inter-dimensional being.
Perhaps such a thought makes you angry for you feel superior to many with your current inter-dimensional, intra-dimensional capabilities. You certainly do not feel as if you are beginning the process because you channel, sense feelings, heal, etc. – displaying how advanced you are compared to many.
In truth, you are merely a stage or two beyond others who wish to transition in this earth lifetime.
When you were a high school senior, you barely noticed high school freshman for you felt they were much more childish than you. Yet, now that you are older, a four-year age difference is not notable. So it is for you and those who will eventually follow.
Even though you are all in different phases of new you maturity for various reasons that only your inner-being fully understands, all will complete the phase you are in currently – jumping from 3D adulthood to new you puberty.
And because of your courageousness in completing phase after phase despite not understanding the logic behind the various phases, those following will have an easier path than was and is true for you. For by the time your followers reach any phase you completed, they will know that all is well in their world even if they do not like or understand a particular phase.
You are the courageous of the courageous. For you are experiencing yet another phase that does not seem to make sense given all that you have completed. Yet, if you acknowledge how much you learned before experiencing 3D puberty, you will understand that this phase is little different.
When you were an infant, walking and talking was a daunting task that you mastered with the help of the adults around you. When you were in pre-school, kindergarten or first grade, you mastered reading and counting.
So it has been for you in this lifetime. Each new learning experience or clearing has seemed impossible until you mastered it – only to accept another challenge with perhaps a bit of whining, but never turning back or stopping.
And now, you are in dimensional puberty trying to configure new adult you in ways that make sense to you now, but most likely will not as you progress on the maturity bar.
Allow that to be acceptable. Allow yourself to know that you have not yet achieved dimensional maturity. You are testing the waters of possibilities without actions that cut off your options.
So you are likely feeling disorganized, uncertain, angry, loving, joyful, fearful – as you decide who you wish to be in what dimension.
You have a home dimension – just as you had a 3D home as a child. But you might decide to move on from that dimension just as you chose to leave your home town before you were fully mature. It is and always has been your choice.
Just know that the confusion you are feeling now has little to do with your dimensional adulthood other than helping you select your direction for the time being as you mature into you. So be it. Amen.
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Spiritual, Energetic & Physical Changes in December 2015 ~ Dec. 16, 2015
Seriously… I was wondering if anyone else out there was feeling the way I have been over the past few days…ridiculously happy for no apparent reason! Then I found this article that speaks to my heart. Please read this, does this apply to you (?), and…
Injoy!
By Denise Le Fay, 12/15/2015
I’m not sure where to even start this article because things are so different, and at times, downright strange and surreal which is to be expected in all honesty. I just do my best when the weird factor gets extra thick for a while because I’ve learned that it passes, or I’ll pass through it, or both those things is closer to the truth actually.
I mentioned in a recent article (November 2015 I think) that one of the “symptoms” I’d been having was suddenly discovering that my body was crying. Tears would be flowing down my face but I was not emotionally feeling or reacting to anything that I was aware of at that time. It’s another strange Ascension related symptom or side effect and one that I haven’t had a lot over the years. I trust however that something truly wonderful is happening at some level within me, and that this Denise aspect doesn’t always need to consciously know what it is. If I’m meant to know, then I will, otherwise just roll with it and don’t go into fear over anything NEW and different taking place internally/externally.
What I’ve been experiencing increasingly in December 2015, is realizing that at times I’m smiling and have no old lower type reason to be smiling. After this happened a few times this week, I forced myself to pay attention to what was taking place in me at those moments. What I discovered was that my body and face smiling was the same thing as when it cried last month; it was responding to more of the old lower disappearing and the NEW higher replacing it. It was responding to more of the Greater, Higher ME embodying in this incarnate Denise aspect in physicality at this time. It was responding to a little more of Home being embodied in me physically, making this Denise version incarnate in physicality a living aspect of Home right here right now. That would make one cry and smile wouldn’t it? 😉 ❤
I’ve noticed that when a little more of the Greater ME enters/embodies this incarnate Denise version in physicality, that NEW higher part is not having as much difficulty knowing what certain things are down here in Earth life. The first few times this happened to me back in the late 90’s and early 2000’s, that newly embodied bit felt very much to me like some alien that didn’t know what door meant or why they existed, or what put trash barrels out meant, or what swallow after chewing food meant and other equally common 3D physical things meant and why they needed to be done. Thankfully this is no longer the case, and every time a little more Home and/or the Greater Higher ME embodies physically, I’m the one now needing to acclimate, adapt, adjust to the changes.
We’ve been so preoccupied with and focused on how it would look and feel when these incarnate versions of us down here in physicality went up, ascended, got closer to Home etc., that we or at least I didn’t think much about looking at this Process from the other direction. Consider it from the perspective of the Higher being embodied into this incarnate aspect of me Denise alive within physicality. (This is obviously old dualized 1/2, either/or, higher/lower type consciousness.) Just one more aspect of that weird factor I was talking about. The two are reuniting, merging as ONE which is something far above old lower duality and dualized consciousness and being.
Back to suddenly discovering that I’m smiling when I have no old lower world/consciousness reason to be doing so.
In those moments when I realized my face was smiling on its own, and after I checked in to see why, I realized my HighHeart (upper center chest area) was again greatly expanded energetically and literally radiating like a Lighthouse because more Home and more of the Higher Greater ME was now in residence there. Great gratitude, bliss factor, we did it!, OMG it’s finally happening!, did I pay the rent this month or only think about doing it? and dozens of other equally ridiculous reactions to having some more embodied Source/God/Higher Self merge with you, down here in physicality, which now is actually way up there.
So yeah, involuntary smiling and crying, repeated HighHeart expansions, more necessary layer peeling and releasing, more dying and resurrection step-by-step as something very NEW and different runs the NEW show, yet still needs to pay bills, put gas in the car, do laundry, shave, shampoo and so on. How long this phase and level lasts for some of us is something we’ll each figure out as we individually acclimate and adjust to having more Home in house/body/Self/consciousness/life.
I remember writing years ago at TRANSITIONS about how we really needed to remember todream bigger, aim higher etc. because there was so, so, much more available to each of us than what we could comprehend or remember at that time. I feel the same way today, even while all this is amazing is happening in me, in you, in us.
‘Did you dream big enough, aim high enough Denise? ‘
‘No, but I’ll tweak things to fit better as I go.’
‘Good, you’ll want and need to over time.’
I’ve always had these ME (Higher) and me (lower self/Self) conversations but they’re evolving like crazy now as one would expect when the ME and the me are merging and becoming ONE in the physical in one unified, integrated body. You realize that this is just the bare-bones basics of this unfolding merging Process we’re going through now right? Of course there’s going to be some moments of confusion, disorientation and seeming “weirdness”, along side moments of sheer awe and brilliance lighting up everything everywhere. Just roll with it all and smile and cry when needed because a lot is taking place within many of the Forerunners now. If and when needed, peel off more layers of the old lower you and the consciousness, beliefs and expectations etc. that went with it because what’s really available is so very much larger and better than your/my/our biggest, highest dreams. Aim higher, dream bigger, then Create beyond all that.
Amidst this current Process of merging, unifying Higher/lower, which automatically produces something NEW, many of us are having some weird and/or very weird experiences, visions, dreams, hearing unrecognizable sounds, feeling certain emotions from the bottom of the old dark 3D dualized barrel, to feeling moments of merging HighHeart expanding bliss from being back inHome energies again while in-body in physicality. There’s been some physical body pains, some crap old emotions from old family stuff (yet another layer needing to be peeled off and released immediately), some Cosmic movements of energies and old and NEW being moved, and some deliberate stirring of the global pot by the Old Boys Club. Lots going on but we knew this phase would be intense, weird, wonderful and so worth the “admission price”. 😉
Most happy and high Creative Sagittarius and Capricorn everyone as we nail down 2015 in preparation to enter the NEW fully physically with the start of 2016. Celebrate the weird because you’ve worked very long and very hard for it. ❤
Denise
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