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Duality’s Blessing ~ March 15, 2019


by Kris Tyler

It hurt. For so long, this existence just hurt so badly. Most of my life, I felt pulled into despair no matter how hard I fought against it, like battling a black hole that sucks light into oblivion. Every step forward widened the gap, sending me tumbling into the shadows over and over and over again. 

As a child, I moved all the time, never staying in one place for long. I attended five different schools, learned new languages, tried (and failed) to make friends where I knew no one, and worked to please my parents by being the “good kid” with high grades. Then, we would move and the cycle would start anew, thrust into another world as an outcast. 

As a teenager, I could speak five languages and my parents had a bright future all planned. Even then, I knew their “dream” meant a trap that would keep me from waking up to true purpose. So, I searched for truth within the mysteries of the universe. The energy I had put towards succeeding in school, I now put towards understanding the esoteric. And yet, even in my spiritual quest, I was an outsider. I LOVED my mind and all it shared – after all I was one with it – so why did spirituality preach “no mind”? And why couldn’t I open my third eye to see ghosts and non-physical beings? At least I would have some interesting friends to talk to! The “real” world was already an alien nation and now the “alien” world seemed just as elusive. Was I really such an anomaly that I would never fit in anywhere? 

“Even in my spiritual quest, I was an outsider. I LOVED my mind and all it shared – after all I was one with it – so why did spirituality preach “no mind”?”

I curled further into my shell, cringed at the human masks and hated the false matrix, always pushing people away because I couldn’t relate to them. I didn’t resonate any longer to being a specific social gender. I starved for authenticity. Finally, I dropped out of university shattering the perfect future my parents had mapped for me, thereby ruining the last fragments of our relationship and any hope of a stable career. 

With nowhere to go “out there”, I turned inward and embarked on a fasting ceremony for 28 days. After misinterpreting a Buddhist text that emotions are poison, I was hoping to get rid of my emotions for good. In that state of deprivation, I recognized the voice of my ego and saw life as a hologram. Reality blurred and I often questioned my sanity. Old wounds long suppressed came surging to the surface and I was terrified and alone, never having learned tools for clearing energy or negative emotions. Add to that, my fasting regiment was not done properly and my muscles started to degenerate. No matter how strong my willpower had been, my body simply wasn’t ready.

After breaking the fast, I attempted to enter the land of the living and working again only to merge with the same pattern of toxic environments and disastrous alienation. I was neglecting myself, exhausted with every day functions, and was falling deeper and deeper within the dark night of the soul. I could see no hope or light in existence. The world stood out as a cold and meaningless place and echoed the utter mistake of my being born. I was prepared to commit suicide, to put an end to this cruel game once and for all. Death called to me as the quest for truth once did so long ago. 

Then, in that moment of eternal despair, the shift occurred. Far away in the background, a voice carried on the radio – a young polish monk reading a passage from the bible (Philippians 2:6-11). With each word, a warm glow grew and enveloped me. Light began swirling against the blackness, pushing it out, forcing the pain to soften and let go of its death grip. Heat flooded all the cold and numb places within my body. I cried. I laughed. I could feel. I was ALIVE!

“Heat flooded all the cold and numb places within my body. I cried. I laughed. I could feel. I was ALIVE!”

The energy held within the monk’s words and tones cracked open the resistance and impenetrable walls of my wounds. The stones of my prison exploded with a force that took my breath away. I HAD TO CHANGE MY POINT OF VIEW. The world didn’t have to change to accept me – I HAD TO CHANGE TO ACCEPT ME. It all became clear – I had to embrace ME fully, finding self-love and acceptance within. All the years of pain and rejection were an unrelenting mirror of how I saw myself. It was time for a new reflection. 

I started to find little things throughout the day that made me smile: a flower, a raindrop, the sky. Before going to bed, I began expressing gratitude, a practice I’ve been doing now for three years. I also looked deeper into my on-going heart condition (Mitral Valve Prolapse). Medical scans showed my heart to be covered with scars. I realized that all the heartbreak of this life – all the rejection – was embedded in my physical body as well. I started to connect the dots and work through the psychological traumas, facing and releasing them. I had to learn how to forgive myself and most of all, stop separating myself from the world by being a hermit. This time I reached out to people but with clear boundaries and found gratitude in the lessons they mirrored. Suddenly, life became increasingly exciting. The more aware I became, the more miracles graced my field. Slowly but surely, I began to transition back into my body and heart and out of my mind. 

As I evolved, so did the mirror and I was soon reconnected with someone who changed my life in unbelievable ways. While this friend embarked on a pilgrimage to Spain, I started to sense the fabric of his experiences. I felt like a compass during the day, a lighthouse during the night, and an anchor in the deepest water of his subconscious.

When he returned, he confirmed the shared energy, often accessing it to get through the hard moments. I’m still at a loss for words at the purity of that connection and experience. All I know is that there is no neediness, no egoic attachment; only kindness, authenticity and a dear trustworthy friend I can share an unlabeled deep connection with. It is with heartfelt gratitude I thank the universe for gifting me the miracle of my very first and closest true friend.

“For the first time in my life, I am experiencing transformation and joy. I trust myself more, see the blessing I am, and realize I played out my role perfectly.”

For the first time in my life, I am experiencing transformation and joy. I trust myself more, see the blessing I am, and realize I played out my role perfectly. And I finally see that I do have something to offer this planet as an abstract artist. Letting go of old perfectionist patterns, I’m having fun with paints and spiritually coming more ‘online’.

My journey and rebirth has just begun. With old skin shedded, I have nothing – yet have it all.

One of Kris’ abstract art pieces. Klick here for more

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The Event: Learning to Live The Unconditional Life ~ November 9, 2018


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The shifts happening at the moment are beyond anything we have seen and experienced before. Many are waiting for “the Event”. The current energies are challenging yet again. Nevertheless, the potential for quantum leaps into new earth has never been bigger.

“The Event is coming.” We read it everywhere. And it is true, the potential for big shifts is off the charts. Yet, the event is an inner event that manifests in our reality. Only when we have found our inner balance and have worked through and transcended all of our ego-patterns and “shadows”, our reality and experience will be different. The energetic corridor we are in, offers this potential. So… it is another paradox. As long as we are waiting for “the Event” to happen to shift us into a new reality, it won’t. As long as we are waiting for something outside of us for our salvation, it won’t happen. Only when we do not expect an outside event to shift us, but we focus on our inner work, it will. Because the inner drives the outer, not vice versa.

No more compromising on our Essence

Respect. That is the word of this NOW. We are learning what it takes to truly be respected by others as it is the basic ingredient for all co-creation to come. And that means to learn to respect ourselves first. Only then we can manifest the respect of others.

A common ego-strategy to gain respect from others out of fear, is to be arrogant. We are judging others, we set rigid borders, we come up with rules and we put on masks of the “Mister know-it-all”, to hide our feeling of imperfection and of not being good enough. This gives us the illusion of controlling the situation and not having to look into our fears. We are building up a façade, behind which we are making us smaller than the others, giving them the illusion of being bigger and smarter. We love the perpetrator mode, when it gets too much. But in the end, we are just trying to satisfy our ego-need of attention and appreciation from outside of us. We are compromising our essence.

Another common ego-strategy is to play the pleaser. We are giving ourselves away, we blame others for our misery, and have no boundaries at all. By making it right for everyone and showing full effort to perform in a way that everyone feels good, we are wearing the mask of the martyrer, who is relentlessly busy with making everyone happy and healing the world and everyone around us. Everyone but ourselves. We love the victim mode when it gets too much. Also behind this mask, we are making ourselves smaller than the others, giving them the illusion of being compassionate. But in the end, we are just trying to satisfy our ego-need of attention and appreciation from outside of us. We are compromising our essence.

“So we see: Whether perpetrator or victim – the energetic frequencies and needs are the same. The strategy to get them fulfilled is different.”

So, we see: Whether perpetrator or victim – the energetic frequencies and needs are the same. The strategy to get them fulfilled is different. None of the strategies is successful, because they always lead back to inner emptiness. As long as we do not learn to fulfill these needs from within ourselves, we will continue to go through these spirals. When we compromise our essence, we are sabotaging ourselves. It is key to work through the old patterns. Allow them to be there, do not judge or blame yourself or others, find the perspective where you can see the purpose and feel the gratitude for it, and follow the energetic impulse what your system wants to do with this energy to process it.

The moment we learn to respect ourselves, and let the masks drop, we turn arrogance or the people pleaser into a healthy form of pride. Being proud of ourselves from our heart. Self respect and self-love. We are fully anchored into our essence and no longer compromise on our essence. Instead of creating borders out of fear, we set healthy boundaries out of love. We own our stuff, and take responsibility for our own energies and patterns. There is a big difference whether we close down or stay open. Staying open means to accept what is and where people are without any judgment, blame or expecations, and yet be clear on our wants, wishes and desires.

“We learn to clearly state what we want and what we like. We are creating our own energetic container, and our own energetic golden thread that serves as a compass for others who come into our field.”

We learn to clearly state what we want and what we like. We are creating our own energetic container, and our own energetic golden thread that serves as a compass for others who come into our field. We are learning to formulate our values and our personal constitution in all different areas of life, whether in our job, our relationships, our family, our health, or our home. By being very clear and open about our wants and wishes, we give others the opportunity to make a choice based on that information provided: Do they want to commit to this and be part of it, or not.

This has nothing to do with creating limiting rules or regulations and it is not about having any expectations towards anyone. It is nothing but setting a healthy base frequency from which we create and co-create with others. It is an invitation to join for those that resonate with it. When we learn to be very clear with our energetic container and our values, we truly respect and value ourselves and our own space. And that is the basis for being respected and valued by others.

We are now reaching a point where it is no longer possible for us to compromise ourselves, and to make ourselves small and to act according to other’s expectations. It becomes downright uncomfortable and way too painful when we do.

Triggers vs. not resonating

There is a big difference between being triggered, and trying to avoid an experience or simply not resonating. We often tend to not want to look at our “shadow side”. Now with the new lightcodes coming in, the triggers are becoming so intense that we do not have the chance to still look away and ignore the fear patterns which are still stored in our system. We often use the excuse of “it does not resonate” when we don’t want to get involved into something that actually triggers/scares us. And those are things that keep showing up in our awareness until we look at it. If we are honest to ourselves, then we recognize when actually something indeed does resonate parts in us that we don’t like. Our protection pattern is to shut down and ignore, run away or fight against it. A trigger comes back and shows back up in our energetic field until we are brave enough to take it, accept it and process, using the emotions that are coming up. Acceptance = Surrender = Letting go = raising personal frequency.

Whereas ‘not resonating’ is very different. When something does not resonate, it simply does not resonate. We do not feel it, and it is out of our energetic field and awareness -we have forgotten about it the next moment.

Co-Creation and Money

Co-creation is only possible with the mentioned containers and golden threads. These have important intersection points, like fixed stars, that are giving the direction and character of the own, authentic base frequency. The soul song.People come together to co-create with frequencies that resonate with each other, they are creating another joint container and golden thread they commit to. Like an orchestra. Between those fixed stars, there is all the space for individual freedom and letting energies flow, dance, unfold, and manifest.

A lot of people in the ascension process are experiencing being at zero with their monetary funds. That causes tons of frustration and the sensation of unfairness and hopelessness. “How should I contribute and create if I don’t have any funds available?” This is a normal part of the process and supports us to learn that abundance is not about money, but about love and community. That money is not a survival tool but a creation tool. When we give and receive money as an energy of respect, love, appreciation, unity and valuing of each other and the work we do, we are in a completely different energy than when we give and receive out of lack and mistrust, i.e. expectation. Of course that is only possible when we value and respect ourselves and our essence and when we trust that we are always provided with what is needed in this NOW moment.

It is part of the process to let go of the old beliefs around money completely to be able to create from love and invest into things with purpose instead of into things that make us feel safe.

This helps us to trust that we are ALWAYS safe and that we don’t have to have a big savings account and lots of possessions to feel safe.

“We come with nothing and we go with nothing – why making such a big fuss about it in between?” Osho

Yes, we need tools to create with purpose, and they will always be provided when purpose is there. But we don’t need an accumulation of possessions and money to serve and contribute. Clinging is not part of the flow, it is an ego-program. The flow is a natural movement following the universal rhythm. We can observe it when we observe our own heart-beat or our own breathing. Clinging would be stopping the heart in its beat-point or our breathing in the point when we change from inhale to exhale or vice versa. Obviously that is not healthy, not in balance and not in line with nature and the universal heart beat and flow. We are in a permanent flow of contracting and expanding, of chaos and focus, of being and doing. So isn’t it the most natural thing to just have the patience for the next natural impulse to come?

Community and Abundance

Abundance starts from within. A community that cares for each other and lives in unity based on full trust is what provides us with abundance and freedom. As long as there is a form of mistrust, we cannot experience unconditional life. And we are growing into that idea of what it means to live unconditionally. Community and freedom comes with responsibility. That means to own our energy, thoughts, feelings and creations/manifestations and commit to a joint energetic container and values.

Someone who is committed to a project or community will keep the “own house” clean, and contribute without needing the extrinsic motivation of money. Life on new earth is no longer about survival, it is about enjoyment. Our last inner control mechanism are triggered in such a strong way to completely transform them. They literally are dying as they will no longer be needed.

Building Bridges – from Healing to Empowerment

A lot of people are confronted with big shifts in their work life / mission. All of a sudden, the old way does not work anymore. The time of healing work is over. It will no longer be supported and will no longer work to offer services that heal others, as this means to take the power away of people. Making others dependent of a certain method, service or teaching is an outdated 4th dimensional energy, that has no universal resonance field any longer. This timeline has been deleted. We can observe now everywhere how “spiritual kingdoms” are falling apart. Only what supports people in discovering their own power to come back into wholeness and inner balance will be supported and will work effortlessly. Just as with the money topic, we all have to look honestly into the mirror and ask ourselves if we are giving and receiving from a place of love, respect, unity, value and appreciation, or out of a need that we try to fulfil from outside of us, because we are not able to create it from within.

“The new way of working is building bridges”.

The new way of working is building bridges. It is not the purpose to just create a little 5D bubble exclusively reserved for a couple of enlightened ones that look down to the lower dimensions and feeling more superior than others. No, everything we did to arrive here served to prepare us to build these bridges for the masses to follow. These bridges need to be easily accessible for people that are still in lower frequencies. They need to work with things that people know and can relate to, such as the physical body, the senses, art, music, dance etc. They need to be down-to-earth and easy to understand. They need to offer explanations for the rational mind to understand, so that people are willing to give this bridge a try. And of course they are even more appealing when they include playfulness, fun, and adventure.

Body Upgrades at lightening Speed

As our whole body shifts to be able to process, contain and embody the 5th dimensional frequencies, it needs to restructure completely. The new light codes are rewriting our DNA. That happens by itself. I have written about this process in earlier blogs many times. We are shifting from a carbon-based structure to a crystalline structure. We all know, when we want to change structures, we need to break the old structure first before the new can form. When the old structures break open, old outdated information comes to the surface: The ego-programs. They play out once again like an old movie in our reality. The more we accept them, the quicker we dissolve them. This way, we make space for the new 5D programs.

Our body becomes lighter, less dense, all of our senses and glands are changed, our way of how we take in and produce energy is changing, we will need less and less food, our eyes will see more colours and higher frequencies, our ears will hear higher frequencies, our voice bands will be able to express higher frequencies, our nose will smell higher frequencies and we will be able to do a lot more things with the new light bodies. Step by step, unimaginable things like telepathy, teleportation or bi-location will become possible.

“Once the linear time-space continuum as we know it from the third dimension dissolves, and we shift into quantum parallel experiences, anything is possible in every single moment.”

Once the linear time-space continuum as we know it from the third dimension dissolves, and we shift into quantum, parallel experiences, anything is possible in every single moment. We have infinite possibilities available and accessible and can manifest them easily by learning and integrating another paradox: Setting an intention and then forget about it. The more our linear mind is transformed into a parallel mind, the easier the forgetting and thus the manifesting will become. And again, this requires to shift the remaining ego-programs that are triggered and are showing up now that come from the cellular memory.

So, in short: We are learning to no longer compromise ourselves and our essence. And the more we do, the more our fear-based identity, which was based on lack, mistrust and fear (in the past and future) is transformed into a new love-based identity, which is based on abundance, trust and love (in the now). Once we mastered this shift, we are living the unconditional life naturally. No methods, no exercises, no meditation needed. Life becomes a meditation when you are present in the now full-time. It becomes effortless.

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Get Ready for your Mission. No more Excuses – It is Time… ~ Nov. 17, 2016


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Wooow, what a crazy period has it been ever since the outcome of US elections. So many people got upset, angry and scared. And they still are. The comfort zone is gone and nobody knows what the future will bring and what this guy is up to. Nothing the ego mind copes well with at all. Along with that, we had an increase in major Earthquakes over the past weeks. This planet is really shaken to the core. In parallel, lightworkers are still busy with lots of physical ailments, last bits of emotional clearing and… the thought spirals are back. But they feel different. They are spiraling around a lot more topics than ever before. And although spiraling deeply in one moment, in the next – you have completely forgotten what you had been trying to figure out. What is going on?

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So the neverending story continues. And we have to get used to that! The expansion of consciousness indeed IS a neverending story. Because the Universe keeps expanding and keeps experiencing and expressing itself into matter and form, to gather information before going back into non-matter. This might be confusing to understand, but this is what this whole game is all about. We never stop growing and expanding. But the higher we raise, the easier it gets – because we are getting rid of the fear patterns along the process, so the highs get higher and more frequent, while the lows get less and lose their power over us. Having said that, where are we at right now, and what are we experiencing?

 

Chaos and the Ripple Effect

As I said in many blogs before, a system needs to go into chaos in order to rebuild itself at a higher level. It is a universal law and basis of each evolutionary process. You can observe that anywhere in nature. A rigid structure cannot change. And just as it happened on a micro level with your own body, it now happens on a macro level for the collective. Remember how tough it was for yourself to go through the awakening process with your own body, which is an organism. And all of your cells are part of that organism. All of your cellular memory had to be reprogrammed and restructured to enable you to access higher dimensions and to be able to handle the higher fifth dimensional frequencies of light and love. So now,  the same happens at a larger scale. And you are affected as a cell of that bigger organism we are all part of. So are you really surprised that this chaos all around the planet is happening now? It had to be this way. Just remember how you were pushed into your awakening process. You were triggered so deeply, that all of your old belief systems and everything that was not real about you, not authentic about you, and all of the fake fear patterns came to surface so that you could go through the emotions in order to release them and transmute the energy to a higher level. And exactly the same is happening for the organism of humanity now.

“You know that your own awakening was a long and painful process. You did not wake up and everything was easy peasy and a rose tinted world immediately. So why would it be any different for the awakening of humanity?”

You know that your own awakening was a long and painful process. You did not wake up and everything was easy peasy and a rose tinted world immediately. Far from it! No, you patiently went through all the ups and downs of your own evolutionary process. So why would the evolutionary step humanity is headed into now be any different? Did you really think, we would just walk through the portal and would all end up in paradise right away? Of course not. Humanity needs to go through the same thing, with every cell of its body: All human beings that are awakening now. And your task, as a healed cell of this larger organism on the planet, is to “infect” all other cells with the new “virus” of light and unconditional love. Leading them back to Christ Consciousness, out of the valley of darkness and the illusion of separation. So, honestly: Isn’t that a great message, that all you have to do is further focus on yourself, your healing and to stay in the light, to be love and to share it with as many people as possible? That is all there is to do. The system will heal itself through love. So please stop worrying about the outcome of the election and wrapping your mind around things that you cannot change. You don’t want to be a cancer cell making the organism even more ill, right?. Again: This chaos is necessary to destroy the old energetic patterns. Only then a shift to a higher evolved state of being can take place. Remember: Change only happens from within. Just as you cannot change another person, you cannot change a political, economic or cultural system. The only way to change it is through your individual change in your attitude and through your personal shift from fear to love. Like a ripple effect this will spread all over the planet. And you are not alone. Many lightworkers are placed all over the planet strategically to initiate and foster these ripples everywhere. THAT is the way to raise the frequency and change the reality not only for yourself, but for humanity and the planet in total.

 

Thought Spirals and the Polar Shift

 As already indicated in one of my last blogs, we are entering the final cleansing phase on an individual level for the pioneers of the new dawn. Yes, for you, reading this text! This means that your physical, emotional and mental bodies are getting rid of the last bits of 3D programming to be fully healed and restructured at a much higher level.

One thing that really sticks out right now are the thought spirals. We had worked so hard to get our ego under control and have managed so well to be in the now. And all of a sudden, we seem to be back in the old game of jumping from past to future, worrying about what we could have done differently or what could happen and how we can prepare for it. But as deep as we spiral, all of a sudden, we forget about it and spiral about something else. And with that, we also experience difficulties in expressing ourselves in a spoken or written language. We have a hard time to put into words what we are experiencing, and sometimes our ability to speak seems to be completely disturbed. Why are we all of a sudden struggling and are so busy with wrapping our mind around stuff we cannot change anyways?

There are two main reasons:

Reason number one: We are shifting in and out of Unity Consciousness at a very high rate. Within seconds! We are going back and forth: 3D-5D-3D-5D-3D-5D. This is part of our recalibration process, and our mind tries to understand that weird dance – but it is not capable to process that vast amount of information coming in with the energy stream.. So please know that these thought spirals are perfectly normal and are caused by the polarities switching within our cellular structure. This is heralding the polar shift that is, according to scientists, overdue and imminent, catalyzing the big shift in consciousness. Zero Point. The evolutionary jump into New Earth reality.

“This is heralding the polar shift that is, according to scientists, overdue and imminent, catalyzing the big shift in consciousness. Zero Point. The evolutionary jump into New Earth reality.”

Reason number two: We are tuned into the collective field and are picking up all the fears that are rising to surface for billions of the awakening newbies. So be aware that the thought spirals and emotional breakouts you are experiencing are not all yours. This is collective stuff running through you, and all you have to do is give it compassion and gratitude. Our collective is finally healing! This is something to be happy about and celebrate! That is exciting news!

 

Revelations and Collective Triggers

So can you see now that all that has happened with Donald Trump as THE trigger for humanity had to happen, so that we as human collective can awaken and ascend? We will experience interesting months ahead. We will get a lot of revelations about the old system, and the global elite that has ruled and controlled humanity for a long time. And these revelations will be very dark and ugly. Nevertheless, this will be another necessary step to help the masses awaken. They will see so clearly how long they have been enslaved and living a lie, not being aware of their true nature and birth rights of abundance and freedom. And in order to go through this process and this expansion of their awareness, they need YOU!

“All of what you went through, all of what has happened for you, all the pain prepared you for this. To be a leader through this process, being a beacon of light in the middle of chaos that people can turn to in their confusion.“

All of what you went through, all of what has happened for you, all the pain prepared you for this. To be a leader through this process, being the beacon of light in the middle of chaos that people can turn to in their confusion. You will no longer be considered the crazy one, but the one that knows all about it and is able to help. You will be so appreciated for who you are and what you do. So stay in your light! Love and light energy is so much more powerful than fear energy. Darkness has no chance against the light. It is simply absorbed.by the light. This is the way how we will heal the collective. Each and everyone of us through our gifts and talents. For those still doubting, what this process is all about, I highly recommend to read this article. It has the focus of twin flames, but especially the first part is valid for all lightworkers just the same.

So get ready for your mission! These are the boot camp finals! You are almost done with your healing, and this planet and humanity needs you! That is what you came here for! No more excuses. You are to move beyond being human. You are to find your own inner light. Everything outside of you was just a catalyst to get you there. Now is the time to fully step into your power. Now is the time to fully trust your intuition. You are about to become a true ascended master while being in a physical body. No more doubts. No more judgement. No more waiting for your guides to tell you what to do. You KNOW. Yes, you do, start trusting that. The reward? You become the master of your own destiny. You will experience unconditional love, freedom and joy in the physical for as long as you want. Really? You might think now…. Yes, really: Because aging does not happen in the absence of fear.

Time to rock the show. And I am so happy and grateful to rock it together with you! I love you and appreciate you for all the hard work well done. Thank you so much for being here to make this happen.

October Part 2: Core Wounds, Soul Family Reunions and Time Glitches ~ October 22, 2016


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by | Oct 21, 2016 | Awakening, calling, intuition

Two thirds of October are over and a growing impatience in the community is building up. There were such high hopes that everything would change after the shift in September, and yet everything seems to be moving in slow motion. A lot of us are feeling stuck, still do not see any clear direction where to go and are very annoyed because core wounds are flaring up again. Additionally, the world is in chaos, perfectly expressed through the US election show. Will it ever end? As we are so focused on these topics, we miss out to see how much has changed and moved forward. After an explosive and tiring September, October has been a lot calmer. September had emptied us out to make space for new things to come in. October is the month of no-thingness, creating the feeling of a void (as described in this article). Many have a hard time dealing with the sensation of emptiness. But if we shift our focus from the void and pain we are still dealing with to the difference how we felt end of September/beginning of October, to now, we realize: “Wow, even if I freak out, I am indeed a lot calmer in handling it and I manage to get back into my inner balance quicker than ever.” There is a new quality of confidence and sovereignty within us that was not there before. This is another huge sign that everything is perfectly well on its way to prepare us for zero-point: The energetic moment of stillness and harmony when our whole reality will shift. The evolutionary jump. Although we cannot say when this will be exactly, we can already feel how it is coming closer and closer.

We are truly breaking free from the old and are not letting anyone or anything control us any longer. We are emerging from our unconscious past and are growing our wings to fly. We are starting to live in accordance with our truth. We stop fighting and start flowing. We step into authenticity and are not afraid any longer to express ourselves with love, without having the need for any confirmation from others or having to convince anyone.

Core Wound Finals

 

As we move towards the completion of the year of endings and Chiron is still in retrograde until December 1st, our core wounds and fears show up for their final release. We will be presented with them in the last weeks of this year again and again until we have fully transmuted them. The good news: This will be it! Those of us that have bravely worked through all their issues and fears, will have healed their emotional body completely the latest by the end of the year. There will be no buttons left that anyone could push for you when you continue to embrace your shadows to let them go with love and gratitude. You have made it to the center of the onion after having patiently peeled of layer by layer.

“There are some major collective core wounds prevailing right now, resulting from the wave of masculine waking up.”

There are also some major collective core wounds prevailing right now, resulting from the wave of masculine waking up. There is the fear of losing control and struggling with trusting in letting go. And a big one is the one of not being able to survive, when letting go of jobs that do not make us happy anymore. For many of us, the last big resort is the fear of not being able to make enough money to sustain ourselves and provide for ourselves and our families with our mission. It takes a lot to trust that we will always be taken care of when we see our savings melting away – if we have them at all. The fear around money was an still is the most prevailing one on this planet. The whole matrix was developed and programmed based on this fear. It was THE core ingredient to keep people in dependency and under control. As the old system collapses and as we connect more and more to our soul family, we learn that we always have brothers and sisters to reach out to. And we start to trust, that there will always be a way, as we help each other out, knowing that we are all one. We get glimpses of how new earth will feel like when we live in oneness.

In parallel, our physical body is spitting out core issues as well. After we have cleansed out emotional and mental bodies, the road is clear for the stuff to release that we had stored in our physical body. Chronic illnesses are showing up for final release. They can appear so fast that they do not leave us any time to suppress them with medical treatments. Our physical body does not want to suppress them any longer but truly wants to release. This can get very uncomfortable. Candida, neurodermitis, Herpes, Rheumatic joint issues, stomach inflammations are just a couple of examples. No matter if we experience emotional or physical pain, if we accept the pain as a blessing, as a cleansing fire, we no longer fight it. The pain is still there, but it becomes part of our healing experience. That is the way to transmute this pain for good. (If you are worried and need some peace of mind, please do seek medical advice)

Soul Family Reunions

 

As it was already predicted at mid of last year, we are finding and meeting more and more of our soul family. This mainly happened through the internet first, but now, lightworkers are meeting and connecting physically more and more. And every time that happens, it feels like coming home and meeting beloved family members again that we have not seen in a long time. The love that we all share is overwhelmingly beautiful and the connection and deep trust is there instantly. We spend time together like old friends and time flies. It feels so good to finally be with normal people that love to talk about the Universe, astrology, numerology, sacred geometry, quantum physics, epigenetics, extra-terrestrials, energies, soul connections and unconditional love and about the latest news from the higher realms. Finally we can leave the world of irrelevant small-talk behind, about the latest political developments, the latest football results, the latest stock market developments etc. We know that these things will be gone soon once we have passed zero-point and we know we will speed up the process by not giving any of this our attention and energy.

“By connecting with our soul family physically, we are not only strengthening the energetic grid around the planet further, we are also exchanging and activating energetic codes with and for each other. 

By connecting with our soul family physically, we are not only strengthening the energetic grid around the planet further, we are also exchanging and activating energetic codes with and for each other. This speeds up our own spiritual growth even further.

Procrastination in Mission

 

Closely related to our core wounds and the soul family reunions we experience, is the sensation of procrastination with our mission. Although we are not as tired anymore as we were in September and beginning of October, and we had some creative moments in between, we still feel that we do not really get the foot onto the ground and finally get started with our new projects and ideas for our soul mission. We still need to sleep a lot to process all the changes and integrate the light. Also from a soul level, something seems to hold us back and prevent us from moving forward with it. We don’t really know why but we have the feeling that we are still waiting for something before we go ahead. And we do. We are asked to work through our core wounds first and to connect with our soul family all over the planet to build a strong foundation what is to come.

“The Universal energies are aligning now for the big shifts to come. All of this delaying has the purpose to fully bring us into perfect inner balance.”

The Universal energies are aligning now for the big shifts to come. All of this delaying has the purpose to fully bring us into perfect inner balance. The balance between aloneness and community, between the masculine and the feminine energies within, between being and doing, between giving and receiving. We have to trust that we will get the energetic push to move forward, as soon as we are ready. This is the ultimate letting go of control and letting Source work through us and guide us.

Learning to Receive

 

 mans cupped hands showing red heartAnother big lesson for many of us is to learn to receive. This is related to the fear around money. We are learning what abundance truly means. Money is just an energy and can represent one form of abundance. Most of the time though, we create an energy of lack around money. That is the reason why it is so hard for many of us to attract it. As long as we still live in a system, where money plays a role in sustaining ourselves, we have to change our attitude towards money. We have to allow ourselves to receive money and transmute our fears and beliefs around it into love, acceptance and gratitude. Money is nothing else but a physical manifestation of the energy we are sending out.

Nevertheless, in parallel to this, we are also learning that abundance means so much more than money. Abundance is the expression of unconditional love. Somebody invites you and hosts you in their home, somebody buys you lunch or dinner or somebody helps you carrying your suitcase without expecting anything in return. When that happens we automatically go into the programmed pattern of: “I have to give something back to this person. If not I feel guilty to receive. ”Most of us are really good at giving and are struggling with receiving. We feel bad if someone does something for us and we have nothing to give in return at that moment. But is it really that way?

“We are all one, we are all part of a bigger organism, so we have to let go of the idea that the balance of giving and taking is established between two people or parties only.”

We are all one, we are all part of a bigger organism, so we have to let go of the idea, that the balance of giving and taking is established between two people or parties only. We are giving our talents and gifts to this planet and its inhabitants, so it is perfectly fine to receive something in return from someone else. We all have to allow ourselves to receive with gratitude and seeing that the balance of giving and receiving is taking place on a much larger scale. Compare it with our body cells. A heart cell will always do the job of a heart cell and do that with full dedication for the whole system, while a brain cell will always do a different job. Both are part of an organism and relevant for the functioning of the whole.  And both of them are provided with what they need for example through the job the blood plasma is doing. That keeps the system healthy and balanced. The blood plasma, providing protein would not expect a direct return of service from the heart cell 😉 The key is to learn to receive without expectation. Knowing that the healthy 5D organism we are all part of will always provide for our needs. We have to learn to trust that mechanism and have to let go of any concrete idea in what form abundance is delivered to us.

Mind Fog and Time Glitches

 

Astrology ProfileAnother common symptom right now is mind fog. The more we live in the now, the more we forget things. We don’t know where we put certain things, we don’t know what date it is, we don’t remember things we always knew. Don’t get upset about it – we simply do not need it anymore. If it is important, it will stay. And often we just lose time and don’t know what happened during that time. The higher we move with our frequency and reach 5D with our vibration, the more we are able to switch timelines. This very often is the case when we lose time. We do not consciously experience this switch as our mind is not capable of processing this experience, but we come back with downloads and information that we had not known before. That also leads to the sensation of deja-vus and slightly altered reality. We remember things differently from what they are in our new reality. That is the fun that comes with time-line hopping 🙂 Just know that you are not insane when experiencing any of this.

So please be aware that we are moving forward much faster than it feels. We are simply not used to be in “being” phases that much, as we have all been trained by the matrix system to be in doing and implementing mode constantly. We have a hard time to just trust the energetic flow and timing, knowing that we get the energetic impulses exactly in the right moment.

“Many of us are still too busy with 3D issues. As we move into Unity Consciousness and as the duality field collapses, all of this will be taken care of by its own.” 

Many of us are still too busy with 3D issues be it the elections, the world hunger situation or resource exploitation. Yes, from a 3D perspective, these things are awful. But – As we move into Unity Consciousness and the duality field collapses, all of this will be taken care of by its own. These were manifestations of the old 3D patterns and paradigms. When we jointly create with love, we create a new reality of abundance. The US elections are nothing more but the physical manifestation of the last stretch of the dualistic field before it will implode. It is a universal law, that a system needs to go into chaos first in order to change its structure. For example if you want to form something new out of old steel, it needs to be heated up significantly, i.e. the frequency must be increased, before you can create something new out of it. It will have no meaning for 5D and new earth who wins or loses this election. There is no winning or losing in a dimension without duality. In 5D, we are the leaders. Unity consciousness is the leader. We are leading this all together! Stop giving your and the collective power away to politics or 3D problems and conflicts. Choose wisely, what you dedicate your precious energy to. Focus on love, on all the good things happening around you. Keep feeling into the energies within you and surrounding you. Enjoy the loving ones, transmute the dark ones. We are all capable of doing this.

Nevertheless, don’t be surprised if you experience intensified pain during the next weeks. The geomagnetic activity is forecasted to be heightened during the last weeks of October. These storms can intensify our core wounds and will also help us to further integrate more light and transform our physical body and DNA. Spiritual experiences such as clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience and claircognizance are likely to increase. There is also a high chance of an increase in earthquakes during the next weeks, which can shake us up even more. Just stay calm, continue your wonderful work of embracing, allowing and grounding during this time and you will realize that you find back into balance quicker than ever before. All is well!

 

The texts I share are always based on channelings I receive and/or on experiences of clients and my own. I do not claim what I share to be the ultimate truth. I encourage everyone to only take what resonates to find your own truth and wisdom. As this is universal wisdom, I do not claim any copyright. Please feel free to share this content as long as you keep its message complete so that the meaning does not get twisted. Thank you. With lots of light and love, Vera Ingeborg

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