My thoughts ~ The Process ~ November 6, 2019

Those who follow my blog know of the incremental sspiritual steps I have experienced that have led/are leading to what I feel is my own personal Ascension. Many may be in a state of confusion about ‘The Process” and/or wondering, “Why isn’t this happening for me?”. I have detailed my experiences which may help you understand your own process which may, or may not be the same as mine.

So…even though each of us will have/discover their own personal steps toward Ascension (and this will happen along your own personal journey through life), I thought to share mine with you as a point of reference.

My “Process” toward Ascension started with exhaustive research into spirituality learning how this differed from “religion”. I learned that “salvation” was not focused on any one historical religious individual, nor from any “rules” to follow from any organized belief system. Ultimately, what is termed salvation is a very personal belief in your own divinity and is based on Love for and belief in yourself. My mind was convinced of this matter, now it was time to get the heart on board which is much more difficult.

Great! Now I believe in me and my own divinity…what’s next? The next step for me, was to learn about those things (ideas, concepts) which were blocking me from feeling my divinity from my heart. My head was there…my heart was not! This is when “shadow work” becomes so important. What is your shadow self? Your shadow self is that part of you which does not see the light of day and varies from person to person. Your/my shadow self was hidden in deep layers of my conscious mind, and for me… my shadow self involved fear of abandonment, poverty, and loosing control.

For me, these multiple fears were all focused into a relationship with one person, and once this personal issue was faced head on with true and heart felt discussion with this person, those internal issues which served to block my heart from knowing my true divinity were resolved and disappeared!

Now I felt FREE and ready to fly! But…fly to where? At that time, my new-found personal freedom was tremendous (still is, by the way!) allowing me to truly feel love for myself just the way I AM with no fears! Previously, I had read and remembered about self-love, understood the concept and “got” the point about honoring myself in terms of personal care so I thought I was ok with the self-love thing.

However, letting go of my shadow self, those parts of myself I did not want to recognize, opened doors to my own personal self-love in ways I had never imagined which actually enhanced the feeling of Love and freedom! Now I Am able to truly understand my value in this, or…any other world an understand firsthand the awesome power of Love!

This incredible knowledge of myself, understanding and feeling my own divinity with real self-love and acceptance for myself (minus the blockage of fear) opens the doors to merging with the Love my Higher Self IS. Now…I can look through the eyes of “Cindy” with the realization I Am much larger and encompassing than a single “meat suit” I have chosen to wear. I understand my mission on Earth at this time is to “hold the Light”, but also to experience the joys and pains of 3d Reality while learning about Love with the goal of having FUN!

Once this level of self-mastery is accomplished, it becomes far easier to hold and have higher vibrations. Of course, this also opens the doors of manifestation which is not so much based on that “Cindy” wants, but rather what I Am understands to be the best fit for any occasion. Life is no longer a cross to be borne, but rather an engaging and happier place for me to BE “Who I Am”.

Did I mention relaxation? Now I have the ability to not take things personally and really understand the principle of internal emotional balance. The ability to BE in balance yields itself to the principle of BEing in “zero-point”. The Force of Love naturally aligns itself back into unity with the Zero Point Field, the unified heart of the Universe.

So…please read this message of personal empowerment, let go (really meaning dissolve emotional attachments) of that which does not serve you, and BE…

InJoy!