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Riding the Storm ~ November 12, 2019


Editor’ Note: In this article, Dana tells it like it is…very intense emotions out there on your personal level, but…for a very good reason. The depths of our emotional wounding must be “played out” and removed before our consciousness can expand (ascend) to a higher plane.

So, as uncomfortable as it is (and…it IS that!), emotions from your deep inner self must be allowed to surface and play out. Ouch! Please know why you are feeling these emotions, release, and then BE…

InJoy!

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By Dana Mrkich

The intensity of last Monday’s Scorpio New Moon opposite Uranus (28 Oct) has, for a lot of people, continued. Deep emotional releases from heavy crying to rage-like anger to feeling generally frazzled has many feeling out of sorts- even while things in your life might be generally okay.

At the same time the Schumann Resonance was pumping strong (imagine your heart beating faster than usual, and you feel that thump thump thump stronger than usual….only this is Earth’s heart beat).

Much like the Solar Flares, this can make energetically sensitive people feel emotional, can ramp up anxiety because it’s revving up the nervous system, can trigger physical heart palpitations, fatigue, adrenalin surges and a need to just find a quiet place to rest and restore.

Sometimes we can feel super energised, creative and motivated when the Schumann Resonance is high so it may have affected you that way.

With the energy feeling very much like electric static I had originally thought this would ease as the moon moved away from that Uranus opposition. But err, no. It appears that influence is still with us as the moon prepares to go Full next Wednesday, nestled right alongside Uranus in Taurus. Yes you read that correctly. We’re going from a New Moon opposite Uranus, to a Full Moon being on Uranus. (While not being exactly on the Uranus degree it is close enough to warrant being called a Uranus Full Moon.) May as well get our brown paper bags out now, breathe in…and out…breathe in….and out!

On a personal level this particular New to Full Moon fortnight has been like a Scuba Diving Ride you didn’t realise you were in line for. Heck, you didn’t even know you were in an adventure park. One minute you’re washing the dishes, the next you’re breathing into those brown paper bags, sobbing uncontrollably about something that happened 40 years ago. Or something that happened 40 seconds ago that wasn’t really that big a deal, so WHY AM I SOBBING LIKE THIS!!! Or you are breathing into the paper bag because you’re trying really hard not to lose your shit for the tenth time this week because a lot of anger is coming up. Or things have just got really crazy with your schedule really fast, and your brain can’t work out how you are going to do the hundred things that suddenly showed up out of nowhere. 

Scorpio loves a good scuba dive. Add Uranus to the mix and we’ve got ourselves an extreme sports version where you get zapped every few metres on the descent. 

“Look at that memory!” Zap.

“Remember this issue? Did ya ever clear that?” Zap.

“Aww, you’ve still got that wound? Poke, poke.” Ouch! Zap. 

Now I’ve got a scene from Willy Wonka in my head where the Oompa Loompas have to roll Violet to the juicing room and are singing that Oompa Loompa Oompa Dee Daa song as they squeeze out the excess juice, iron her out and send her back to her parents’ excess free.  That’s us right now…..being wrung out like towels, and feeling strung out in the process!

Breathe deeply.

Move slowly.

Try to stay present mentally

– too much past/future worry increases the anxiety and frazzled feeling.

Put your feet on the grass, sit on the grass, lie on the Earth. 

Do what you need to do to feel grounded

especially if you resonate with this feeling

that you’re plugged in to an electrical socket.

On a global level

Uranus is connected to shock…and there’s certainly plenty of that in the collective consciousness as more and more truth is being constantly revealed. This Uranus-influenced New/Full Moon window is really amplifying our awareness of, and sensitivity to, the crazy global reality show unravelling before our eyes!

The Great Awakening voyage we’re on is entering rough waters. Not because things are getting worse. Nope. As hard as it may be for some to believe, things are actually getting better because so much that has been hidden is now coming to the surface for all to see. Only this is causing mass turbulence and mass shock, as we start reaching the critical point of mass realisation to the behind the scenes truth of our world. Everyone generally knows that the powerful run the world. Now, millions are awakening to how:

  • Journalists have been muzzled for decades from telling the truth in order to protect powerful people. They have been used to serve “pyramid power structure” agendas that keeps control/power at the top. (Project Veritas posted video this week, exposing an Epstein cover-up revealed by a news anchor on a hot mic)
  • Powerful, public people have been involved in the trafficking and ritual abuse of children. (The FBI Vault posted documents this week about The Finders)
  • A global blackmail system has been used to control powerful people, from Hollywood actors to those in the music biz, to politicians to corporate and media moguls, who in turn are used to influence the public in a way that serves the “pyramid power structure” agendas. (Follow Tiffany FitzHenry on Twitter, she also has some new interviews up on You Tube including one with an adult survivor of elite-level child-trafficking and ritual abuse).
  • Many regular people enter journalism, politics, entertainment, and corporate life with good intentions, not realising how the system works until they ascend to the higher levels. Some however are born into “the network” or “the family”, and have been moulded from a very young age to be used as an influencer (and I’m not talking the latest insta-famous ones).

2020 is going to reveal more and more and more and more….it may produce sea-sickness and dizziness when you realise how much of the old reality has been a lie. That reality is not the reality we came here to create. As it collapses, and it will, it’s natural to feel grief, anger, confusion, depression and despair.

Dr. Elisabeth Kübler-Ross defines the 7 stages of loss/grief as:

Shock

Denial

Anger

Bargaining

Depression

Testing

Acceptance

This is where we’re at folks. Everyone in 2020 will be in one of those stages. Your job is to a) hold steady as best as you can using all the centering/grounding/connecting to your Highest Source tools you have and b) support others as best as you can.

One of our lovely She Fires Bernie put it well – “be the calm witness in the eye of the storm.” Remember – the Storm isn’t a sign that everything is going to crap. It is a sign of all the crap being revealed. We are absolutely going to come out the other side to a very new shore, a very new world. And, in the meantime, there is of course that calm that we can each personally find and help cultivate in others by going within, and by creating pockets of the new in our personal lives: in our families, in our homes, our schools, our workplaces, our communities. 

This is how we will create change – flipping the pyramid around so that the base is at the top, with mass awakening leading to mass empowerment leading to mass grassroots level transformations. Our energy can then filter and flow through society as it was designed to do – co-creating healthy communities in healthy ways. A true leader holds the space, holds the vision, for the majority to thrive.

We have been living in an upside down world, so of course as things are being flipped the right way around things are going to feel a little topsy turvy! 

As the old influence is being unplugged one socket at a time, now is the time to add your positive influence and light. Be the calm eye of the storm for those caught up in the turbulence.  Hold your torch steady so that they can find their way to their own torch.  Remember to keep your own cup full: healthy nourishing food, enough sleep, plenty of water, exercise, get outdoors, fresh air, sunlight – it’s the basics that are the most helpful! 

How are you all feeling?

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Twin Flame Message ~ You’re Tested Until Your Energies Find Balance ~ May 2, 2017


By Sophie Gregoire, 04/11/2017

Let me start the story from the beginning again.

So, you both met and it was wonderful. It was a while ago now. Years, centuries, you can’t even remember. It seems to be so far away in time — you’ve grown so much.

Your Twin Soul came your way like Princesses find their Prince Charming, or like exhausted wanderers find an oasis. 

Instantly, you knew. Could you remember? He was the most golden thing I had ever seen. His words instantly did a special BIP in my mind and I knew, it was Him. 

So it was awesome and super cool. They revealed something in you and you were forever changed. They took you to places within yourself that you never thought of before. It was the Honeymoon, two Golden Heroes walking on the Moon. 

And then bam they left. And the Honeymoon became the so-called “Runner and Chaser dance”.  It doesn’t matter who chased and who ran, you see. What matters is, YOUR ENERGIES, YOURS AND THEIRS AND THOSE OF THE COUPLE, NEEDED TO FIND BALANCE. 

Three different types of balance, if you see what I mean. 

You see, you met and it was that deep and strong and powerful and true and certain between the two of you so that you could always remember, you would never forget the Sacred Bond.

That’s what kept you on board on this journey back to the self. What convinced you to never give up your own self-discovery during all this time, was the Memory. The memory of the You that you had found then. The Memory of what felt like true, magical but yet free love.

yes, the Memory kept you on board. A Memory with a big M. 

They became the Goal with a big G. What you wanted was the “couple”, that’s what you thought. But the truth is, but you couldn’t see it at that time — ultimately the Goal was YOU. What you were seeking there was Yourself. This, through an outside Divine Partnership. 

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The heartbreak was awful. For both, you see. There is no runner and chaser, there are simply two energies that were trying to find a harmonious and balanced way to gather for good.

One of you seemed, at least outwardly, to be more into it. Often, it was the Lady. She met different steps on the way.

First of all, He disappointed Her, hurt her so deeply or even refused her sometimes. He became silent, or ignoring, as if the golden spell had gone.

At that time the “Chaser” was actually scared of finding themselves, while the “Runner” was scared of the relationship. Both were scared of their own selves, you see, but in different ways.

The one that was “refused” went in the deepest pain and agony of all times. That was the purpose of it, you see.  That half of the shared Soul needed to dive deep, as deep as the memory of many lifetimes, as profound as all the traumas, rejection, abandonment, lack of love, lack of purpose, lack of self-love, abuse, pain that they had lived since the dawn of all times.

That’s how they found strength, that’s how that half of the soul Rose.

As that half of the soul was healing their pain and hurt, they Became. 

As they were rejected from what seemed to be “their outside greatest love”, the Chasers found and revealed from within their own gifts – they learned how to find and create joy, how to find and create purpose in what’s called “work”, they learned how to see and accept themselves fully. They had to, in order to survive the intensity of the hurt. 

They had to become Heroes and Heroines, because it was the only way to overcome such a pain. 

In the meantime the “Runner” was meeting their own demons, and trying to find out why they couldn’t love who they wanted to love so bad. 

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But let’s go back to our “Chaser”, because most likely it’s You.

And so as you healed, you finally saw that it was not over. No, it was just a game — an organized play of love, and more was about to be revealed.

Amazingly, you forgave everything, reached out again, and felt that all the love was still there — breathing, strongly and wildly like a new Spring. 

You learned to give love freely, with no expectations, just as it came — it came through words, and you gave energetic support too. 

The “Chaser” had become strong enough to give love freely and without knowing if one day, that love would be returned back — and that was beautiful. 

Healing led to Forgiveness, which led to a New Ancient Love, which led to Giving Freely. 

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Now Chasers are about to see that love is given yes — BUT LOVE SHOULD BE RECEIVED.

Love should be given yes, but not all of their Hearts. There is still Balance to find and implement there, again, now, as you’ll see. 

Actually this is a new imbalance but it could be one of the last. 

The Twin Souls energies have gotten closer and almost merged in the higher realms. They’ve danced and danced, over and over, in the brightest lights of all and the darkest nights that the Universe had seen — but those dances were simply, behind all that we saw, all the different games of each couples, the million possibilities, AN ORGANIZED PLAY OF FINDING BALANCE, OF REACHING THE BALANCED HARMONICS BETWEEN DIVINE MASCULINE AND FEMININE.

Now the Chaser is about to stop giving that much, if nothing is settling (yet). 

They won’t pull back all of their love — that would be going backwards, that would be what we used to do – “you don’t love me as I want to, so I’ll run away, hate you or stop loving you”. That’s the old You. 

Now you’re simply going to find the right amount of love to give — you’ll give yes, but without waiting for them, doing things for them, changing your lives for them. You’ll just live your life, and love in a way and amount that feel right, not draining, not depleting. 

No, you understand there are no Runners and Chasers anymore — simply two energy frequencies that are trying to align. 

You see, it’s like two yellow butterflies — first they met and melt in love but after that, the Universe showed them why that couldn’t be at that time and showed them, step after step and dark night after dark night, the blocks that lied within both of them and that were interfering in their love.

The yellow butterflies met again, and again and again, destroyed everything that they once had from an outside perspective but in truth their energies were just trying to find a common ground and align. 

Now they’re flying together again, sometimes, and each time their energies interfere they do come slightly closer. More and more, the two butterflies are trying to dance together and fly hand in hand over the same golden beautiful Spiraling ground.

Now, it’s not about pulling ALL the love back anymore or say “never again”.  It’s about finding balance, day after day. 

Sending love yes who knows what could unfold?, but only when they feel that it will be given back. Not because it’s not free anymore, not because Twin Flames can’t love without expectations or aren’t strong enough to give without receiving — but simply because love happens when we are two, simply because in love we need to be Two to Tango. 

Blessings, 

Sophie Gregoire

FInd me at www.thetwinflamejourney.com for Twin Flames and Sacred Partnershisps, and www.aheroinespath.com for more articles and services about the Journey back to the self in general.

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Kryon Delivers a Powerful Message to Lightworkers in Preparation for 2017 ~ Jan. 11, 2017


Kryon speaks…and perhaps it would be a good idea to listen. Kryon is channeled by Lee Carroll who graciously allows himself to be used to teach us greater wisdoms about ourselves that we do not know, and have NOT been taught!

Much good information is available here, So…settle in, take some time for yourselves, and…

InJoy!