Archangel Uriel~ The End of the Journey is a New Beginning ~ September 29, 2018


a message fromΒ Archangel UrielΒ channeled byΒ Jennifer Hoffman

For those of you who ask when does the ascension cycle end, when is the end of the journey, you must know that this is a journey without end. The process of ascension into higher states of being, dimension, frequency, awareness, and vibration is one that has been present since the first dawn of light in the universe, and it continues throughout the universe without end. But the suffering that has accompanied your journey can end when you look at endings as beginnings and beginnings that arise because of endings, and create completion and closure for yourself, without expectations of how things should end or begin.

Each ending arises from a state of completion and closure with a karmic cycle and life purpose, where you are complete with a lesson, a challenge, a way of being, a frequency or vibration, or a mission you have given yourself. Suffering often arises because you have expectations, obligations, commitments and promises to yourself, to Source, or others that cannot be fulfilled in the way you want them to be.

Release is not just a word that means β€˜letting go’, it is an energetic action that removes all energetic connections and obligations that you have assumed to complete the soul mission and healing journey which is the purpose of your life. You have completion and closure when you acknowledge that you have done all you can do and are unable to force or influence the changes and transformation you want to see in others or in the world.

It has never been your mission to change others or alter those paths, that is not the nature of the Universe or of free will. It has, though, been your challenge to understand and accept that free will is present in all things and in all of your karmic and soul group partners. Sometimes your lesson is to learn to disengage, to stop your energetic participation, to release yourself from soul contracts and commitments that you have made on behalf of an ascension reality for someone that cannot be fulfilled.

Your demands and expectations create your suffering and ending them can end your pain, guilt, and shame. You do not have a Source contract to prevent the failure of ascension. You have a Source contract to be present and assist in this ascension cycle, to add your light, energy, soul mission, healing path, and love to the process. Each of you who have made this commitment, out of love for Source and for humanity, has made a great sacrifice but you are here as a supporting energy, not as the necessary catalyst.

It is the power of light and love that will continue the ascension movement, not the forceful movement of everyone towards an ending.

Looking for the end of the ascension cycle is giving it a 3D aspect it does not have. It is an energetic process of integrating higher frequencies in a continuing cycle that allows lower dimensional energies to rise into higher ones.

When does this end?

Where does the Universe end?

Do not look for the end or feel like you are not doing enough because people do not seem to transform, the earth is not changing, or situations seem to get worse instead of better. Each new awareness of density means that it is being revealed for all to see. Even the least awake and aware person can see that there are differences in frequency and vibration, that the world is becoming more resonant with 5D energies, and that the power, domination, and control of 3D paradigms is giving way to the connection, collaboration, and creation of 5D and higher frequencies.

Seek out the new beginnings while you express gratitude for the endings. Each new beginning is a portal into a new ascension cycle, allowing a new inpouring of high frequency energy and light that will result in an outpouring of density that it replaces. Each light that shines is a beacon of hope for those who are in the dark. Those who have discovered the light are the dawn for those who are still in the dark. Whether they decide to awaken is their choice.

Shine brightly and do not despair or seek an end that does not exist. Your mission is created from love and it will succeed in every way although perhaps not in the ways you expect to see or can understand. We are with you, you are guided and supported in all things, remember to acknowledge this so you do not feel alone, powerless, and unsuccessful. Every light is important, every intention for peace, joy, love, and abundance creates a container for those energies on earth. This is your ascension mission, make it a joyful act of service that blesses you in all ways.

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September 2018 Energy Report ~ Release from Retrograde Activity ~ September 5, 2018


By Jennifer HoffmanΒ 

September finally brings us some relief from the relentless spiritual and emotional excavation we have had since May. If you’re tired of going over old ground and revisiting the past, you’ll welcome September’s energy. But you may not be quite so happy with September if you are still not prepared to let go of the past to move into a new present reality. This is a month to build our integrated spiritual/material reality, integrate and align with the full 3D/5D paradigm which is a balance of the best of both energies working together to create an empowered, fulfilling, joyful reality. September’s energy focuses on being a servant or a master, a victim or a victor, and we’ll get what we need to make those choices this month.

One of September’s blessings is the release from the tough retrograde activity we have seen since June. It was like taking a tiny step forward and a dozen steps backward. When Venus goes retrograde in October we will have experienced the retrograde of every planet, plus 3 eclipses, in this period. That’s a big transformational energy buildup which will start releasing in September.

But we will see release and forward movement only if we are truly ready to move forward. The energy works with us, not for us, as Archangel Uriel always tells me. We create energy containers with our intention and then use our intuition as a guide to point us in the most beneficial direction. Nothing in the Universe has the power or ability to tell us what to do, although it can make some very powerful suggestions. Even then, we still have to agree to follow that path – the final choice is always ours.

This month we have a lot of support for our 3D/5D integration with strong Chiron activity. If you remember, Chiron is the wounded healer, representing our karma and soul cycles. It can be a very tough teacher that relentlessly exposes our deepest soul wounding and trauma for healing. Saturn squares Chiron all month so if we haven’t dealt with those issues yet, we will have another chance to look at them in great detail. But that isn’t all.

The new moon of the 9thΒ is in Virgo and exactly opposes Neptune in Pisces. I have written about the Virgo/Pisces axis many times because this is our journey, from Virgo’s Martyred Healer to the Pisces Empowered Master, from being the victim of our life to being victorious. We need to find the middle ground between the two, not being too much on either side, spiritual or material.Β 

We have a choice this month, whether we’re going to continue the Martyred Healer journey or consider a more empowered and empowering alternative. Do we still think we need to heal others or be their source of healing? Virgo has a strong β€˜servant’ energy when it is expressed through its victim aspects, or it can be a very powerful source of inspiration when it is filtered through our desire to be a victor and use its mastery energy.Β 

And at the end of the month we have a full moon that repeats the Chiron/Saturn theme of healing our soul trauma together again. Chiron puts the soul trauma and soul wounds in front of us, Saturn demands that we address them. We need to get this completed now because our 3D/5D integration cannot continue as long as we are carrying all of this old emotional baggage with us. Everything occupies space in our energy field. So if you get the urge to do an energetic house cleaning, it’s to clear up space in your energy field for new energy.

Every month, from now until the end of the year, is going to feature some aspect of this energy clearing so we can start 2019, which begins with no retrograde planets, something we saw in both 2017 and 2018, with a clean slate. In November Jupiter moves into its sign, Sagittarius, that is going to begin another level of spiritual integration in the world. The Great Awakening gets a kick start then and the spiritual justice engine will go into high gear. Then in 2019 the planets move into place to support the Saturn/Pluto conjunction in early 2020. Starting now, we’re witnessing the 3D/5D integration and ascension cycle go mainstream so it become a part of the collective narrative instead of a limited hangout β€˜conspiracy theory’.Β 

As Q says, β€˜where we go one we go all’. We are un-animus, a single soul sourced from the single Source of light, energy, and love. That journey begins now, enjoy the ride.

Have a wonderful month.

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Energy and Addictions ~ Behaviors We Do Not Understand ~ July 20, 2018


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By Jennifer Hoffman

I once knew someone who was addicted to shopping. She spent thousands of dollars on clothes, shoes, and jewelry on her daily shopping trips. When she maxed out her credit cards, she got new ones under different names. Her closets were full of new, unworn clothes with tags, and she still bought more. In those days she was called a β€˜shopaholic’ someone who was addicted to shopping. What drove her behavior was a deep, driving need for attention, to feel special, loved, and valued. Any addiction is a powerful drive to engage in behaviors we do not understand or cannot control but it is the combination of an emotional need, together with the unresolved energetic pain ofΒ  soul wounds, that creates an opening for addictive behavior.

I have always taught that Soul Wounds in the second energy center, the second chakra, create a potential for addictions and addictive behavior. This energy center controls our creativity and also determines how we value ourselves. When we have been marginalized, rejected, abandoned, or ignored by the people we count on to build our self esteem, such as parents and family members, an emotional black hole is created which we will use any means to fill. And if that emotional black hole begins in early childhood, by the time we are adults we are desperate to create ways to feel that we have a right to exist, to feel valued and to be validated, by turning our creative energy inwards to fill our aching need for emotional wholeness.

When our creative energy is hijacked to heal our own feelings of inferiority, our pain becomes a magnet for anything that we hope will help us feel better. So we try to end the pain by feeding it and that quickly devolves into an addiction because the pain is a bottomless pit that needs an energetic reset, not another meal.

Addicts are not only drug users, they are people who seek any kind of distraction from their pain and engage in a variety of behaviors like extreme sports, exercise, shopping, drinking, dieting, eating, work, pills, and more. The type of addiction doesn’t matter though because it is all directed towards the same goal – we want to feel whole, complete, pain-free, and happy. We are energetically incomplete and we need to fix the problem any way we can.Β 

Soul wounds result from the energetic trauma we experience in this and in other lifetimes. They are created when we experience challenging life circumstances, like abandonment, betrayal, persecution, death, feel abandoned by God, and from things that happen to us and to loved ones that make us feel helpless and powerless, out of control and ineffective.

They have a strong pain energy signature that can dominate our reality so that everything we do is focused on relieving the pain, even for a brief moment. The deep longing for wholeness can compel us to create β€˜false congruence’, where we try to fill in the joy gaps with anything that we think will relieve the pain. The problem with that is it doesn’t heal the pain so we need more of it to keep the gaps filled, this is what creates addictions.

Unless we understand that there is a source of this pain and can address that source first, any intention we have to heal ourselves will not work. It’s like committing to a diet and eating healthy food during the day, then binging on twinkies, chips, and soda at night. The real source of healing is to resolve the soul wound and heal the energy gaps and then we can release the addictions because we no longer need them.

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June 2018 Energy Report ~ Mars Retrograde, Partnerships and Relationships ~ June 5, 2018


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By Jennifer Hoffman

June has already gotten off to a busy start and the energy builds all month with some interesting highlights that include Mars retrograde, lots of energy around value and values, and some opportunities to put what we have been working on so far into action. This is the 6th month of 2018, the year is half over. As with previous years, the second half of the year will be different than the first, depending on how we choose to implement and integrate the energy. June’s themes include the energy around partnerships and relationships and how that plays out in our life. This is true in all relationships and on all levels, individually and globally. Also, value and karma are highly aspected. We’ll see strong community action this month, the family of humanity is awakened and coming together.

The relationship and partnership themes of June will push us to consider how we connect with others. After all, we relate to those we are in relationship with and our partners are those who become part of our energy field. How do we make those choices? What roles do we play in these relationships and partnerships? Are we the healer, the teacher, the giver, and the source of energy? If so we may find that those situations become unfulfilling and run out of energy road for us because they are based on the 3D healing paradigms. If we want expansive, creative 5D relationships, we need to seek equality as a foundation in every relationship and partnership.

Karma is highly active this month because Mercury zips through its home sign of Gemini in the first two weeks of June. While Mercury is downplayed as a small player in the zodiac, I think it also rules karma and our karmic relationships. Look at how much havoc a Mercury retrograde can create in our lives. Karmic cycles are coming up for review and the question is, do we want to continue on that hamster wheel or not? The choice is ours, and the karma is over when we decide to no longer participate.

Value is another big June issue and this is more than self worth and deserving, it reflects our need for approval and desire to be liked and accepted by everyone, even those who cannot be part of our energy field. Every partnership is either an energy drain or an energy expander. Look at your relationships this month and decide whether you are willing to continue to uphold those relationships that do not add value to your life. You know which ones they are, the ones that are filled with drama, trauma, chaos, and pain. (If you are a Light Beacons Portal member this is the June lesson. You can find out more about Light Beacons at this link.)Β Β 

We’re seeing a very strong desire, on a global level, to create more of what we individually and collectively value. This is going to be the theme of Uranus in Taurus so it will be in effect until July 2025. Notice what is going on in the world, the anti-EU government inΒ  Italy, people speaking up to protest the arrest of Tommy Robinson, mass protest against corruption and foul play, a desire to return to respect of the individual, and especially, the growing outrage over the trafficking and enslavement of people, and a strong desire for self and national sovereignty. These are value issues and they will continue to be sources of conflict, attention, and demand.

The value issues brought up by Uranus are compounded by its ongoing square with Mars which, with its retrograde beginning on June 26, means it’s going to be continually active until September. I see it as a movement from being focused on β€˜me’ to β€˜we’, from the limitations of seeing ourselves in isolation versus recognizing the interconnection of all of humanity on a global level. Remember Uranus rules Aquarius, where Mars is currently placed, and it rules communities and groups so Mars’ retrograde is turbo charged!

We have crossed an important threshold this year in the ascension process, one that we have never achieved before. If this feels a little uncertain and fearful it is because it is new, we have never made it this far, with so much support, so much awakening, and so much forward momentum. Critical mass was achieved long ago, now we’re at critical momentum.

Take note of what comes to your awareness this month β€” what do you notice, who or what crosses your path. Look at the choices that you are presented with and which path you decide to take. Relationships and partnerships now have to be balanced, equal, congruent, and harmonious. Energy flows must be reciprocal so we give and receive equally. Karmic cycles and soul contracts must end now, we cannot move forward into full 5D integration until we heal those soul wounds, get our energy fields clear, and stop living in the energy of the past. Intentions create paths for energy to flow into, make yours big, bold, and beautiful. The world is changing rapidly and light beacons all over the world are lighting the path for those who are awakening with a desire to know the light of joy, peace, love, and truth. Shine on, it’s going to be a great month. Β Β Β 

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The Healing is at the Core ~ May 9, 2018


By Jennifer Hoffman

I have long suspected that I had some serious past life issues around being a prisoner, being shackled, persecuted, tormented, judged and suffering as a result of injustice, power, persecution, and control. But I had no idea, until serious health issues forced me to look deeply within my energetic and karma core for clues to understanding why this was happening in my life and understand how far back these energetic imprints go and to what extent I have lived my life through them. For the past five years I have noticed this trend in my clients too, as I can always trace present life issues to past life traumas and show them how they can be healed and overcome. And these past life issues generally come up around serious life issues that they feel very challenged and disempowered by.

In my case, some of my karmic history included a time when I starved to death in a French dungeon, where I was shackled to a wall for expressing my political beliefs. In another place which looked like ancient Sumeria, I was a powerful teacher who was enslaved by the government, persecuted, imprisoned, and eventually executed for refusing to deny her beliefs that opposed existing dogma. And in ancient Egypt I was an imprisoned queen, shackled at the ankles and used as a war trophy to intimidate and control my people. In these past lifetimes, the person (me) was immobilized, imprisoned, and profoundly persecuted, which are powerful karmic themes for me today.

As I looked at these lifetimes I could see myself move from anger to despair at my situation. Struggle was futile, escape was impossible, and in a modern-day insight, I realized that the only way I knew of escaping from imprisonment was to die, which is what nearly occurred with severe health issues I experienced a few years ago. As you know, in this lifetime, I was paralyzed by a vaccine at age 5 and could not move for 2 years and did not walk for 5 years. I have also had 3 near death experiences in which I was told it was not my time to leave so I had to stay.

If death was my past life option to escape imprisonmentΒ  and persecution, there are other options available to me today, which is why I am still here and still alive. Once I understood the karmic core trauma issue, which is a repetitive situation around being imprisoned, shackled, and persecuted (I have recurring problems with my ankles), being immobilized or β€˜imprisoned’ or paralyzed, and being silenced for speaking out, I knew what was causing the situations I have experienced in this lifetime.

So I have the karmic scenario and know the core trauma energy, now it’s time to create a different solution to end the karma and to step out of this cycle that has repeated itself so many times in my lifetimes and in my life today.

If you can relate to any of this, there is powerful healing available to you once you are able to identify the karmic cycle and create new options for your life. What’s the core issue around a karmic cycle? It’s the thing that keeps repeating itself over and over again, maybe it looks a little different each time, but it is the same kind of situation.

Why is it important? Because it is the reason for your lifetime today, to experience it and to create a different outcome.

How do you manage it? Unless you are consciously aware of it, you do the same thing each time, unaware of what is happening and not seeing the repetition. With awareness, you can see the pattern,Β  create multiple alternative solutions, and have the courage to implement at least one of them. Usually, the answer is the one thing that you do not want to do or have been resisting.

But there is a reason for all of this (isn’t there always a reason), and it has to do with ascension, transformation, transitions, and new beginnings. As Jesus said, β€˜you cannot put new wine in old wineskins,’ and I don’t think he was talking about alcoholic beverages. If we’re the β€˜new wine’ we can’t step into our new paradigms still carrying our old beliefs, habits, energies, frequencies, and karmic patterns. Do you remember the reference to the β€˜eye of the needle’ in the May Energy Report? (you can find out more about it here)? How much karmic baggage do you think you can take with you as you go through the eye of the needle in your life (which is the 4D bridge between 3D and higher dimensions)?

What do we do to release our baggage? We arrive at what we think is its core and uncover that truth. Then we dig a little deeper to find the bigger truth, the one that lets us see the connections between every situation, relationship, person, belief, and event that we have experienced in our lifetime, uncover the buried lifetimes they are related to, and see how we have built and fit our lives today to Β re-create them. And if we aren’t ready to see that yet we will get a big push, in the form of a life event that compels us to really take notice, to explore those areas until we are willing to face ourselves in all of our aspects, history, and energy so we know exactly what is required to bring us back to wholeness.

It is a journey from healing to wholeness which leads to congruence and harmony and whatever is the source of our core trauma is preventing us from being β€˜whole’. Karmic cycles are energy drains which use our energy, limiting our ability to expand into higher aspects and to release the density necessary to achieve new frequencies and cross over into higher dimensions.

Hidden within our core karma is how we have experienced 3D energy that now weighs our soul down with pain and fear. Like the ballast that weighs down a hot air balloon, if the balloon is to rise, the ballast must go over the edge. The choice is ours, to stay on the ground or to rise, to be in a karmic cycle or to forge a new path. There is no better time than now to do this level of work, as the entire universe is encouraging us to complete this and move into the next phase of our ascension cycles. It’s your time and your turn, are you willing to throw off some ballast and soar?

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