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I was sitting at the ball field watching my youngest daughter play. It is a newer team, and I donβt know many of the parents yet. One of the moms struck up a conversation and casually asked me what I do for work. It was such a simple question, one that most people answer without a second thought, yet I FROZE. I stumbled through an awkward explanation, knowing I wasnβt articulating it well and feeling self-conscious.
I then asked myself, βWhy are you so awkward?β π
Almost instantly, a MEMORY surfaced from when my daughter was in second grade. Sheβs a senior now.
We had recently changed schools, and she had begun making friends. She was invited to a girlβs birthday party and was excited about an upcoming playdate with her.
Then I received a phone call from her teacher. The girlβs mom had looked me up online, discovered my work, and contacted the school. She informed the teacher that her daughter was not allowed to spend time with my child because of my work. To her, what I did was dangerous and against God.
I still remember the HEARTBREAK of having to explain to my child that she would not be attending the birthday party and that the playdate was no longer happening.
She was too young to understand why. Truthfully, I didnβt get it either. What I did understand was the PAIN in her eyes and the realization that my choices, my path, and my visibility in the world affected her.
From that moment forward, I quietly built WALLS between my worlds.
The people who knew me through my work knew what I did. The parents at school or on sports teams did not. I became skilled at COMPARTMENTALIZING, revealing only enough to remain comfortable and avoiding conversations that might invite judgment or her being ostracized.
I still posted on social media, and anyone could still look me up online, but I did my best to PROTECT my daughter when I entered her world.
As I sat with this memory, I saw that somewhere along the way, this protection became a form of HIDING, creating INCONGRUITY in my field.
I was shown how much ENERGY has gone into making myself more digestible, more understandable, more acceptable. I could see where I still soften my truth before offering it to the world. I was even shown how I had hesitated to block people on social media who were rude, condescending, or judgmental. In my wanting not to make waves, I had allowed their energy to create a STORM in my own field.
As I sat with all of this, I went DEEPER. What I found beneath it was not a single memory, lifetime, or belief. What emerged was something much larger, something I can only describe as the PERSECUTION MATRIX.
As I moved through it, I could see how deeply it is woven into the HUMAN EXPERIENCE. I could see persecution because of spiritual gifts and abilities for sure, but I also could see persecution because of skin color, ethnicity, religion, lack of religion, sexuality, gender, economic status, education, culture, and countless other expressions of difference. The circumstances changed, the stories changed, the justifications changed, but the energetic architecture underneath them all felt remarkably similar.
I saw how many of us are carrying energetic PERSECUTION IMPRINTS from ancestral, collective, past, and current lifetimes.
Whether those memories live within the subconscious, the ancestral field, or the soul itself, the effect is often the same. The original persecution may be long gone, yet its imprint remains, subconsciously shaping our beliefs about what is SAFE and, more importantly, what is POSSIBLE. It directly affects the world we create for ourselves.
My team showed me an example of a man who, in a past life, was part of the Indian caste system; he was considered an untouchable. In this life, though he is financially well-off, he still feels deeply UNWORTHY and ostracizes himself. The persecution wound still influences him greatly.
As I looked at the persecution matrix, I saw energetic ties running through the system itself, looping people back into the same fears, beliefs, limitations, and ultimately the same manifestations. The persecution was not just in the original event. It lived on through the CONCLUSIONS people reached because of the persecution. Those conclusions became BELIEFS that shaped choices, and those choices created realities. This reality becomes a looping mirror, confirming unconscious beliefs and anchoring the energy of continued persecution. It was wild to see the full, long-reaching impact.
The more I observed it, the more I realized that the matrix survives not only because it creates subconscious loops, but also because it teaches us that being SEEN and being AUTHENTIC is risky and carries consequences.
We all have the imprinting of living in a tribe or small community where being ostracized often meant death. We learned early on that BELONGING is more important than truth, and safety can be found through conformity.
Now, as we are working on fully awakening and embodying our soul, we are pulling away from the collective. For many of us, it triggers FEAR and the persecution matrix.
Whether persecution originated in our current life, through our ancestral lines, or through past lifetimes, the result is often the same. We may begin by editing, softening our truth, insulating ourselves, or compartmentalizing. We may begin SHRINKING our lives, our light around fears that may no longer be true.
What struck me most was realizing that these energetic ties are not just connected to our thoughts. They influence EVERYTHING: what we create, what we allow, what we expect, and what we experience. They quietly shape our manifestations by keeping us aligned with old stories and old conclusions. We believe we are choosing freely while remaining TETHERED to fears that create limitation.
I could see how this had operated in my own life. In the places where I made myself easier to understand, withheld parts of myself, or unconsciously tried to manage how others perceived me.
The GIFT in seeing it was also seeing that it can be UNWOUND.
The moment a pattern becomes visible, it is no longer operating in the shadows. The moment we become aware of the energetic ties, we can begin QUESTIONING the beliefs they are attached to. We can begin examining whether the fears we carry are actually present-day truths or ECHOES from another time.
What also became clear to me is that alignment with our soul and our highest timeline requires more than healing old wounds. It requires UNWINDING, then UNHOOKING from the structures those wounds created, and consciously stepping outside them.
As I continued sitting with this, I realized that this is the focus of the next GROUP HEALING.
This Thursday, June 11th, Shamanic distance healing will work with the energetic architecture of the persecution wound, UNHOOKING and UNWINDING the beliefs, agreements, imprints, and energetic ties that keep these loops in place. This session is great for children and pets as well. We have all experienced persecution. Sacred Exchange is $14.88 per person/pet.
This work takes place in the QUANTUM FIELD. You do not need to be online or present, though some choose to meditate during the time. The healing will begin around 3:00 PM MST. We will work with Creation Codes, Fields, Frequencies, and whatever else presents itself during the session to support the unwinding of these patterns and SHIFT what is no longer aligned.
Sending you all lots of love,
Jenny Schiltz
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