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Editor’s Note: Many thanks to E. (Sunny’s Journal) for this tremendous share! in these moments, we each are taking that moment to ask ourselves “Who Am I”?
We are NOT slaves of our environment, rather…we actually create how/who/where/what/where we live.
Want a change in your circumstances? Change your “outer” by changing your “inner” by simply being happy, and then happier, about what you desire right NOW (No Other Way) for as little as 17 seconds. This starts the process of creation…that spark of desire, of life, which IS the creative process!
Please use this beautiful process for creation yourself, by yourself, and then BE in…
Quantum Joy!
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Lately I find myself talking out loud to myself, I guess I have become the conventional definition of a nut case!
In my conversations with myself, I have found lots of answers and calmness and strength. Somehow it shifts the power back under my control and I can feel the reigns of my life firmly in my grip.
It suddenly occurred to me; ‘what if what we consider abnormal, or crazy or weird, is actually how it should be? What if conversing with our greater self, our soul, is what we should have always done? Would we think it crazy if we had been taught to do so from childhood? In fact, don’t young kids often talk to themselves?
I’m talking about creating a relationship with your ‘higher self’, establishing the recognition of your existence not just here on the physical plane but also in the spiritual realm.
How is our soul meant to guide us, if we don’t converse with it? How are we meant to find our purpose if we don’t listen?
I have always believed, that life is a co-creative process between ourselves (soul included) and God.
We came here with a set of intentions and predetermined experiences. A choice of path and purpose, which unfortunately we forgot. The challenge, therefore, is to remember who we were meant to be, despite the amnesia.
Your soul not only has the answers, it knows why it chose to follow a certain path, so perhaps if we start a dialogue, we might not only find ourselves and God in the process, but our true path as well.
Yeshua was once asked when the kingdom of God would come. The kingdom of God, Yeshua replied, is not something people will be able to see and point to. Then came these striking words: “Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.” (Luke 17:21)
With these words, Yeshua gave voice to a teaching that is universal and timeless. You can look into every great religious, spiritual, and wisdom tradition, and you will find the same precept — that life’s ultimate truth, its ultimate treasure, lies within us.
As Yeshua made unambiguously clear, we all have the ability to experience this inner treasure and I think this journey we are on, is precisely about understanding this universal truth and putting it into practice.
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Note to Readers:
I’ve been talking to myself for decades and often get answers in my head. While I have turned off the channeling, I still occasionally have silent conversations with my guardians.
About “Jesus”… I have intentionally replaced that name with Yeshua, which was the Rabbi’s real name. “Jesus” means “Hail, Zeus”, the ruler of the Roman “gods”, who was Enlil, the leader of the regressive Anunnaki custodians of Terra for hundreds of thousands of years. The Vatican was/is aligned with Enlil, who also played the part of Yahweh of the Jews, along with some of his relatives like Marduk, his nephew, who went over to the Dark Side like Darth Vader.
What we call “God” is universal… multiversal CONSCIOUSNESS, not a man. While this concept is difficult for some to comprehend, we will be thoroughly educated by our galactic friends once we embark into being a fully fledged interstellar race. The ETs do not have religions. They have science, REAL science, based on mathematics, frequency, and resonance. There is a lot to learn AND a lot to unlearn, thousands of years of genetic inheritance from the misrule of our regressive ET controllers and the conditioning of our culture, family, and governments.
In my 30’s, I used to have arguments with “Jesus”. I did not understand or accept that he was the only Son of God. I finally resolved my inner turmoil by announcing to him or whoever was listening that I could accept “Jesus” as my brother. No minister or New Age teacher ever gave me such a notion. I came to this conclusion on my own.
When I learned of the real origin of Yeshua, his original soul matrix (intergalactic, in other words, not of Nataru, this galaxy), I was at peace with this knowledge. It didn’t contradict anything I held within my own Heart.
Elena Danaan has discussed Ea’s involvement with bringing such a high soul to the world for the purpose of teaching humanity that they are fractals of Universal consciousness. The stories we have been told and taught to believe are just that, stories, fabrications made by men with an agenda to keep humanity suppressed, divided and controlled.
Do not take my word as gospel, but do your own research. Evolution is not for the lazy. It takes active participation and self-responsibility.
Eliza
Rose Rambles... 
FACTS ARE FACTS:
WHAT WE ALL ARE GOING THROUGH, IS NOTHING NEW, WE HAVE BEEN LIVING NO DIFERENT THAN WE ARE LIVING NOW IN A STATE OF OPRESSION, SO STOP BELIEVING ALL THE NEW AGE CRAP AND BE REAL TO NOT ONLY YOURSELVES BUT TO ALL THOSE YOU CONTACT IN PERSON OR BY OTHER MEANS OF COMMUNICATION.
TALKING TO ONE SELF IS NOTHING NEW, SPECIALLY WHEN WE HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO NO FAMILY, NO FRIENDS, AND YOU ARE ISOLATED, FROM SOCIETY, ON THE EDGE OF TOWN, AND NO TRANSPORTATION TO CARRY YOU ON TO TALK TO STRANGERS, JUST TO EXPRESS ONE SELF, GOD HIMSELF PUT THAT NEED IN HUMANITY THAT WE NEED TO EXPRESS OURSELVES HOWEVER IF THERE IS NONE TO DO IT WITH THE ONLY ONE THAT NEEDS TO HEAR THE SOUND OF A VOICE IS THE INDIVIDUAL THAT HAS NOBODY TO TALK TO.
I AM TALKING FROM EXPERIENCE YES A DO TALK TO MYSELF BUT THAT IS BECAUSE I HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO BUT MY DOGS, BUT HAPPINES HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR INDIVIDUAL NEED TO TALK TO SOME ONE ELSE, MY DOGS, MAKE ME LAUGH LOTS OF TIME JUST AS THEY ALSO GET ME REAL ANGREE, WHEN I SEE THEM FIGHTING TO BE THE FIRSTONE TO RECIVE DINNER, OR JUST BECAUSE THEY TOO ARE FRUSTRADED LIKE I AM. WHICH I AM FRUSTRATED BECAUSE THE MORE YOU KNOW THE MORE FRUSTRATION YOU EXPERIENCE, DO THE FACT THAT THE IGNORANT HAS NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT FOR TOMORROW, THEY ONLY LIVE IN THE PRESENT.
MOST OF MY FRUSTRATIONS COME OUT OF THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO WAIT FOR GOD TO PROVIDE ME WITH ALL MY NEEDS AND HE LETS ME WAITY UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE TO PROVIDE ME WITH MY INMEDIATE NEED.
IT WAS NOT LIKE THAT WHEN I FIRST BECAME AWARE OF HIS EXCISTENCE, BACK THEN WHEN I WAS A SPIRITUAL BABY, HE WOULD PROVIDE ME WITH WHATEVER I ASK HIM IT DID NOT MATTER WHAT IT WAS, I LOOKED FOR A 2 BEDROOM HOUSE TO BUY THINKING THAT WAS ALL I COULD AFFORD AND HE GAVE ME A 4 BEDROOM HOUSE WITH VIEW TO THE PUGET SOUND IN EDMONDS, WASHINGTON, I NEVER THOUGH I WAS EVER GOING TO OWN A SAIL BOAT AND HE GAVE ME ONE AND THOUGHT ME HOW TO SAIL ON IT, BY MYSELF WITHOUT THE HELP OF ANYBODY TEACHING ME TO DO SO, I WAS NEVER AFRAID OF RISKING MY LIFE WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND I AM NOT AFRAID OF RISKING MY LIFE TODAY, MY CONSERNS ARE ALWAYS BASED ON MY DOGS, I HAVE PLENTY OF FOOD TO LAST ME AT LEAST A YEAR, BUT I CAN NOT EVEN WITH A CUT THAT WAS DONE TO MY SOCIAL SECURITY BY THE JEW CONTROLED SYSTEM OF SOCIAL SECURITY, $ 495.00 THEY STOLE OFF THE TOP OF MY MISSER $ 1,253.00 PER MONTH WITHOUT WARNNING, THEY DID IT BECAUSE THEY HAVE THE POWER TO BEHAVE LIKE LITTLE gods, WITHOUT CARE HOW DOES ACTS LIKE THAT AFECT OLDER PEOPLE THAT CAN’T GO LOOKING FOR WORK, MY TELEPHONE WENT BANANAS AND AT THE SAME TIME MY DESK COMPUTER ALSO WENT NUTS, I COULD NOT COMMUNICATE WITH THE OUTSIDE TO BUY FOOD FOR MY DOGS, ON THIS DANGEROUS TIME LINE WE ARE LIVING IN YET ALL MY PHONE NUMBERS AND TEXT MESSAGES GOT WIPED OUT GOD HELP ME TO FIND THE WAY TO FIX MY PHONE AND USE IT TO GET 40 BAGS OF DOG FOOD 50LBS. TO TRY TO SORT THE UNKNOWN, REASON WHY I GET REAL ANGRY WITH THAT DAMN DONALD TRUMP WHO STILL PLAYING HIS DAMN SPOT LIGHT GAME FULLY KNOWING THAT THERE ARE ENOUGH SUPPORTERS THAT WOULD GIVE HIM BACK THE PRESIDENCY, THAT IS WHAT I CALL ARROGANCE.
AND HOW HIS ARROGANCE IS AFFECTING ALL OF US ONE WAY OR ANOTHER.
SO I DO AS MY DOGS DO THEY SCREAM THEIR BARKS WITHOUT CARE AS TO HEARS THEM OR NOT THEY JUST DO NOT GIVE A FLYING CRAP WEATHER NEIGHBORS ARE SLEEP OR NOT HOW MANY OF YOU OUT THERE THAT CALL YOURSELF GODS AND GODESSESS WOULD DARE TO HAVE TO PUP ON YOUR FRONT YARD TAKING A CHANCE OF GETTING CAUGHT BY NEIGHBORS, OF HAVEING TO DO YOUR BODY NEEDS OUTSIDE BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO RUNNING WATER INSIDE YOUR HOUSE. AT ALL YOU WOULD HAVE TO DO A CAT CLEAN UP OF YOUR BODY OUTSIDE FOR THE SAME REASON,
AND STILL HAVE THE COURAGE TO MOVE FORWARD, IN LIFE?
ALL THIS DID NOT HAPPEN WITH OUT GOD LETTING ME KNOW WHAT I WAS GOING TO EXPERIENCE AT LEAST 6 MONTHS BEFORE I HADE TO DO WHAT I HAD TO DO TO SURVIVE.
FOR MORE THAN ONE MONTH GOD WAS GIVING CONSTANT DREAMS OF ME DOING WHAT I JUST EXPLAIN ABOVE, THE FIRST NIGHTS I HAD THOSE DREAMS I WAS VERY RELUCTANT TO EVEN CONSIDER EXPOSING MYSELF TO DO MY BODY NEEDS, BUT AS GOD KEPT ON BRINGING BACK AND FORTH THE SAME DREAM LITTLE BY LITTLE I BEGAN TO LOSE MY FEARS OF DOING WHAT I HAD TO DO TO TAKE CARE OF MY PHYSICAL NEEDS, YET GOD HAS PROTECTED ME BY NOT EVEN ONE CAR OF ANY NEIGHBOR COMEING BY WHEN I END UP DOING WHAT I HAVE TO DO, YES I AM CONSERN TO GET CAUGHT AND CALLING THE COPS ON ME THINKING THAT I AM AN OLD EXEVISIONIST, IN PUBLIC BUT DEPUTY SHERIFF OFFICIALS KNOW THAT I HAVE NO RUNNING WATER INSIDE THE HOUSE.
YOU SEE WHEN GOD CONTROLS YOUR LIFE HE MAY RUN YOU IN WAYS YOU WOULD NEVER EXPECTED DURITING ALL YOUR PREVIOUS LIFETIME.
HAVE I ASKED GOD WHY HE IS LETTING ME GO THROUGH ALL THIS TYPE OF EXPERIENCES, AND HE REMINDS ME THAT ALL MY LIFE I LIVED AS WANTED TO LIVE IT FREE LIKE A BIRD ON A TREE, I WENT AND DID WHAT EVER I WANTED WITHOUT CARE TO LET ANY BODY KNOW WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO NOR NEED TO ASK FOR PERMISSION, TO DO IT.
MY WINGS WERE CLIPED, NOW THAT I AM OLD BEGGINING WITH MY RETIRMENT, I BEGAN TO NOTICE THE CHANGE, AND LITTLE BY LITTLE BEGAN TO LOSE EVERYTHING I WORKED FOR AND BE TOTALY DEPENDANT FINAICIALY ON THE FIX INCOME AND THEN EVEN THE DAMN SOCIAL SECURITY BEGAN TO SCREW WITH MY CHECK THIS IS THE SECOND TIME THEY DO IT AND EVERYTIME THEY PUSH ME BACK FINACIALY, RIGHT NOW I HAVE NOT PAYED MY RENT SINCE 2020 AND GOD HAS GIVEN MY LAND LORD THE PATIENCE TO WAIT ON THE PROMISE I GAVE HER THAT THE DAY I WOULD LEAVE HER HOUSE I WOULD GIVE IT BACK TO HER THE SAME WAY SHE GAVE IT TO ME OR BETTER. WE ARE TALKING 3 YEARS AND 10 MONTHS I EVEN TOLD HER THAT IF SHE WOULD SELL ME HER 4 ACRES OF LAND SOME DAY IN THE FUTURE TO GIVE THIS LAND TO A FRIEND OF MINE, BUT IF SHE CHOSE NOT TO SELL THEN TO GET SOME ONE TO DO A DRAFTING OF THE KIND OF HOUSE, SHE WOULD LIKE ME TO REPLACE THE CARDBOARD HOUSE INFECTED WITH RATS.
ALL DONE IN FAITH SINCE SOCIAL SECURITY CAN’T EVEN BUY ME AN OLD CAR, TO MOVE MYSELF WITH.
IN ORDER FOR HUMANITY TO LEARN TO TRUST GOD YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO WORK WITH FAITH, FAITH ALONE NOT ALWAYS WORKS YOU HAVE TO JUMP INTO THE VACUM AIR BY TRUSTING THAT WHATEVER YOU EXPECT GOD TO PROVIDE YOU WITH YOU HAVE TO SEPT FORWARD TO GET THERE FIRST AND HE WILL ARRANGE THE OUTCOME.
TAKE FOR INSTANCE I HAVE NO COLLEGE DEGREE WHEN I FIRST EXPERIENCE GOD’S HAND AT WORK I WENT LOOKING FOR A JOB AS A SOCIAL WORKER THAT SEVED THE COMMUNITY IN SEATTLE WASH. THE JOB REQUIRED EXPERIENCE OR SOCIAL DEGREE TOGET THE JOB, I WENT ANY WAY AND APPLY FOR THE JOB, NEXT TO ME WERE 5 GUYS LOOKING TO BE HIRED WE ALL HAD SAME DAY INTERVIEWS, ALL THESE GUYS WERE QUALIFIED TO GET THE JOB BUT I END UP GETTING IT TO CUT THE STORY SHORT THE DIRECTOR OF THE AGENCY WANTED ONE OF HIS BEST FRIENDS TO GET THE POSITION OF CONSELOR, BUT THE STAFF WANTED ME TO GET THE JOB DURING THE INTERVIEW THEY WERE RECORDING THE ANSWERS GIVEN BY THE APPLICANTS, AND WHEN IT CAME MY TURN THE RECORER BEGAN TO STOP RUNNING AND WOULD NOT WORK, I HEARD ONE OF THE PEOPLE DOING THE INTERVIEW DON’T WORRY ABOUT IT JUST REMEMBER HIS ANSWERS, AND SO IT WAS HOW GOD MIGHNIFIED MY ANSWERS IN THEIR HEADS TO GET ME HIRED, LATER THE DIRECTOR CHOSE FOR POLITICAL REASONS LEAVE THE AGENCY AND HE END UP TRANSFERING HIS POSITION TO ME SO I BECAME THE DIRECTOR OF THAT SAME AGENCY, UNTIL I BECAME SOCIALY AWAKE AND LEARN IN EXPERIENCE THAT SOCIAL WORKERS DO NOT REALY HELP PEOPLE THEY ONLY KEEP THEMSELVES HIRED BY GRANTS THE GOVERNMENT GIVES THEM TO STAY IN BUISNESS, BUT NO BUDGETS ARE GIVEN TO THOSE AGENCIES TO ACTUALY HELP THE PEOPLE THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HELPING REASON WHY THEY TAKE ALL KINDS OF PERSONAL INFORMATION OF THOSE THAT SEEK HELP BUT NEVER GET IT AND THEN THE AGENCY TURN ALL THOSE NAMES WITH PERSONAL INFORMATION TO THE GOVERNMENT AND GET NEW GRANTS TO KEEP THEMSELVES EMPLOYED,
SOCIAL WORKERS ACTUALY CAN CREATE THEIR OWN JOBS WITH THE GOVERNMENT AS THEIR SPONSOR TO HAVE A JOB AND WELL PAYED JOBS THEY ARE ALL DEPENDS ON HOW SABY THE SOCIAL WORKER IS REQUESTING THEIR OWN GRANTS, AND THEY GET THEM.
ANY WAY I GREW THAT AGENCY FROM 6 STAFF MEMBERS TO 17 EMPLYEES IN LESS THAN 6 MONTHS OF ME BEEN THE DIRECTOR THEN I LEFT IT BECAUSE I SAW THE WAY SOCIALISM WORKS AND I HATE IT,
A MAN NEEDS TO EARN HIS BREAD WITH THE SWEAT OF HIS EYEBROWS IN ORDER FOR THAT MAN TO FEEL HAPPY,
THE MORE LAZY JOBS THAT PAY GOOD BUT EMPLOYEES DO NOT SWET THEY BECOME FRUSTRATED AND ARE VERY UNHAPPY BUNCH THEY HAVE TO GO PAY A GYM TO EXERCISE THEIR BODIES IN ORDER FOR THEM TO SWET, BUT IS NOT THE SAME THING AS THOSE THAT SWET WHILE DOING THEIR JOBS THAT IS THE WAY GOD DESIGN HIS OWN CREATION
ANYWAY, GODLESS PEOPLE SEE WHAT YOU DO ON YOUR ABOVE YOUR 4TH D’s.
MY OPINION IS THAT HATE IS GOING TO WHAT JEWS HAVE DONE TO HUMANITY FOR GENERATIONS, WILL BE SOMETHING THAT COULD CAUSE A POSIBLE REVOLUTION
THE ONLY THING THAT MIGHT HELP BRING IT UNDER CONTROL WOULD BE THE MED BEDS, AND REPARATION OF PREVIOUS HUMAN BAD EXPERIENCES, AND THAT IS A MAYBE IN MY BOOK BUT WE WILL SEE HOW FORGIVING THE AMREICAN PEOPLE WILL BE ONCE THEY ALL WAKE UP.
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Thank you, CRAPGIVER…the voice of experience speaks! Love ya!! 😊💕🌹
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