Being Awake: Curse or Blessing? – March 29, 2023


Editor’s Note: (Thanks E. For this share!) This IS A hard job, folks! Finding, and keeping, a light and happy heart despite ALL of our own personal distractions is amazing! Then, let’s add in ALL of the “outer” geo-political distractions of our world which all combine to keep us from focusing on Who We Are!

Despite having to deal with sooo many distractions…You are doing a GREAT job holding yourself in a very good place which does change the human collective consciousness, in all ways allowing us to BE in…

Quantum Joy!


To all my friends out there who know what’s really going on… To all my conspiracy theorist friends… Yes, sometimes it’s a curse and not always a blessing to be awake. Awakening is the most liberating, alienating, excruciating, empowering, lonely, confusing, freeing, frightening, expansive journey. If you find yourself struggling as you try to process all this insanity, you are not alone. No one talks about the darkness that accompanies awakening, or the GRIEF. Not only grieving the life and illusions you once had but the realization that almost everything you thought you once knew, is a LIE. The beliefs you’ve held, people you’ve trusted, principles you were taught- ALL LIES.

Shattering illusions is RARELY an enjoyable experience. There is a considerable amount of discomfort that comes with growth and the grieving process doesn’t stop there. With these newfound realizations, you then find yourself grieving all over again. Grieving the loss of many relationships with people who just don’t “get it”. 

Feeling alone; being ridiculed and shamed, not only by the masses but for many of you, your very own family and friends too. Feeling like you no longer have much in common with the people you are surrounded by. Struggling with carrying on bullshit, shallow conversations that lack substance with those who are still fast asleep. Even feeling disconnected from your entire support system because they can’t see what you see. Some even grieve the loss of their ignorance- because “ignorance is bliss” and reality is harsh.

Awakening can be a lonely road and you will often find yourself journeying alone. There is no way to sugarcoat it- Awakening to the realities of this world is brutal. It will have you running through the entire gamut of human emotions. You have to master the art of diving down the darkest of rabbit holes only to come out and still function in daily life, and that’s a skill people don’t talk about enough. Some of you are struggling with feeling disconnected from family and friends, it’s as though they exist in another world. Please know you are not alone, and not only are you not alone, you have an entire tribe standing with you. We may be separated by miles, but we are DEEPLY connected; in purpose and in spirit. ~ Author unknown.


11 thoughts on “Being Awake: Curse or Blessing? – March 29, 2023

  1. Yes, but the loss of ignorance is good in the long run. You know who is lying. You may not and probably will not wake some of them which is frustrating, believe it or not they choose to be that way. They fully know that they are really wrong. I have turned a few who I would have just as easily shot. The work you’re doing, you should be commended.


  2. Curse or Blessing ? There arrived a timein my life that I knew I lived in a totally different paradigm like none other. Expectations gradually ceased and I was noticing that the reactions of others did not stir me as they did in the past. I was curious at first, but now it is “second nature” to me. Most people exist in a totally different paradigm from that of mine…a parallel universe if you will. The expression “I was made a fool for Christ sake” remained with me for quite awhile. Now, I realize it was an integral stage of my evolutionary metamorphosis. Growing wings means attaining self-sovereignty, godhood. John saw himself as the Christ in the Book of Revelation (singular), his own Apocalypse. May we all focus on this and arrive there safely.


  3. They say that the most difficult time to achieve awakening is during this period in time, at a low in the grand cycle, making the turn. It surely gives the full gamut of emotion & challenges to do it at such a time as this. My teeth hurt, & i await a med bed. The FTC froze all my retirement assets due to the behavior of the thieving broker. As if it wasn’t rough enough already, because the rest of my family all took the damn shots. Nonetheless, i remain hopeful & expectant of genuine miracles of healing & restoration, & daily do battle for the cause of freedom everywhere!


    1. Iroquois Indians referred to the transition as the gauntlet. Battle tested,
      we overcome all adversities and become triumphant moment by moment.
      Knowledge is Power. Acquire, through the Holy Spirit, all the knowledge
      that you need to be healthy. There is knowledge out there to cure your
      condition. I recommend frequency healing; this is what I have done to
      remain healthy. This is the future medicine. The med beds are coming, for sure, but we can do so much to heal ourselves in the meantime. I do
      the blood type approach to eating and listen to my “intuition” above all.
      Some say that Intuition is the divine principle christ in us/our biol-photon LIGHTBODY. My cells are telling me to “feed them the right foods” and
      once we put the right foods in our mouth, they/light cells will take care of that. I never heard of that before and spent so much time agonizing
      over the study of “organic chemistry !!!” YIKES!


  4. STILL waiting for the good stuff, and for the aliens…..I never wanted to incarnate here. First chance I get, I’M GOING WITH THE ALIENS….to hell with this gulag of a planet.

    Tired of feeling like John Rambo.

    Have had many breakdowns like this, and still do.


  5. The only Way for Light beings (we are endowed with the divine spark)
    is the Spiritual Path. It cannot be accomplished with our ego/sin
    driven. But this, too, is an integral part of the Divine Plan: to finally
    yield to the higher self/god within us: “My way is higher than your way saith the Lord. ” That kind of advice is reassuring. If we are becoming our own god/christ within, and you are truly believing and living that way/INNER KNOWING, you will ultimately arrive. Med beds are coming to the general public for sure,but in the meantime, waste no time in finding ways to cure yourself.
    Pythagorus is known to have said, “A man who cannot heal himself is a fool.”
    Heal yourself ! Have you tried the future medicine called frequency healing, yet?
    Look it up: Duck Duck Go, Gopher. I have been using this approach
    for five years …second nature to me now. COOL.


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