Blue Beyond ~ Just for October, Let Go, Part 5: Why Am I Not Feeling Happy ~ October 15, 2016


By Anastacia

How deep do you want or can you go….
Blue Beyond – Part 5 ‘Just for October Let Go’ series – Why am I not feeling ‘happy’ -Double Balance – 14th October 2016
A continuation and timeline flow of previous parts 1-4 of our Ancient Soul Wounding/Healing that is occurring RIGHT NOW with all else that is going on with what is being shared. Especially with the Full Moon of the 16th of October, as this is one half of what is going on as there is a WHOLE other ‘half going’ on as well…please do not let yourself be ‘distracted’ from what is going on within by reading only Astrology posts – there is MORE GOING ON…as I have personally switched off and am no longer reading all the posts, just one or two that resonate is enough, the rest can be overwhelming and allow us to be ‘caught up’ in that energy and information alone.

This is said with respect for all souls sharing what they are as we have been waiting a very long time for souls to be coming out more as they are in writing and sharing…this is about souls who ‘grab’ onto information/valid astrological information about what each moon brings and hand over what is going on for them, due to the Moons influences.

This is what I mean by ‘distraction’ which I say lightly….as this is not the full ‘picture’…that is part of what is going on and to be taken as information and then applied to what is going on WITHIN AS WELL – A BALANCE.

As when one hands over what they are feeling as in ‘Oh its the Moon’s energy’ in total, that is not taking responsibility and is only ‘half the picture’.

Remember we are in the month of Balance and the pendulum is swinging both ways for a New BALANCE of the WHOLE.

When we have a shift or breakthrough of a past way or pattern into the new, when we reach or attain ‘something’ that we have been waiting or aiming for, when it arrives, there can be a feeling of being ‘down’ and not the joy and happiness we may have anticipated of reaching something we have been waiting for.

Why you may ask?
I too asked this…as ‘something’ that I felt and knew was coming for myself in my life, as I trusted and plodded along steadily in faith and trust- FINALLY’arrived’…and when it did, I did not feel the joy or relief I ‘thought’ I would feel in TOTAL…I did somewhere within but with it came with the ‘other’ feeling of not feeling as happy as I thought I would.

This was and IS NEW….as on one hand I felt relieved and yet I was not feeling those feelings of being blessed and grateful (again in total)…and then there was the feeling of disappointment and sadness and anger and what ever else one may feel that came as well.

I was feeling a two lots of emotions and feelings at the same time…the relief and joy of being so blessed yet feeling sad or down at the same time.

So with shifting or breaking through into the new then there were these ‘old’ feelings of the past of not having reached or achieved what I had currently that ALSO came up and very strongly.

One step forward, one step back, the pendulum clearing space in the new and then clearing space of the old (refer Parts 1-4).

A shift into the new allowing the shift of the old to surface as well, together, back and forth – a BALANCING.

As when one has a breakthrough into a new space, that one has waited for and sometimes for a very long time, it is bringing up the PAST and what we have previously been through, past traumas..and whether we knew they were there or not does not matter, the fact that something in the past has been carried all this time deep within us, no matter how much clearing and healing we have done (20years consciously going within here) as these old ‘situations’ from our past we are still carrying.

As remember we are not only affected in our Soul we have also been affected in our Spirit as well..this needs to be remembered.

As we are linking our Soul to our Spirit through our Emotions to be whole and balanced….And we need to link the two.

So while we are and have done so much healing on/in our Soul, we still carry memories or resonance of past wounds in our Spirit as well.

The pendulum is also swinging not only from the old and the new in the Human, but ALSO in our Spirit as well…as we carry past traumas and situations ‘up there’ as well.

So we are ALSO going through a DOUBLE BALANCE…’as above, so below’.

These old memories or traumas that arise, which are deep within, if we allow the space and room for these to be brought up, need to be re-visited, visualised and then released, as we have and are in New energy of our recent shift.

This is enough to release and heal the old…this can and has been done, that is how I know, from personal experience to be able share this with you here.

This is why we have been having the recent ‘breaks’ in energy (and many other reasons) to allow space for the old and the new to be balanced…to allow space and room for these old past situations to arise, to be transformed and healed.

This will not be for all souls, this information..this is for those souls who are ‘ready’ to balance and integrate the WHOLE of themselves…who are going within and deeply and linking their Soul to their Spirit through their emotions.

As we are unable to live just in the Spirit alone…we are here to have a human experience and that INCLUDES feeling our emotions as well.

To find a New Balance of our Spirit and our Soul = a New Balanced Whole of our true Ancient selves of the Divine.

Pure and uncorrupted, a clear vessel…of the Divine.

And this takes time as ‘Ascension cannot be rushed, fooled or cheated’.

Much Love and Divine Blessings
Ascension Guide/Teacher
Multi-Dimensional Ancient Earth Master

Anastacia takes on clients for 1:1 sessions. To book in, please contact at: or for further information please read the pinned post on the Blue Beyond.

Anastacia is a Rainbow Bridge in linking our Soul to our Spirit of 6D and 8D -through our Emotions of the Divine – sharing from experiencing energies herself and feeling the energies through her two souls (human and spirit) as they come to our planet. From 20years of personal experience in linking her soul to her spirit, through her emotions this lifetime and past lives – back to Source through the ‘abyss’ – in service to Humanity and Gaia Guiding/Teaching Humanity. From the Ancient Ones, Shaman, Blue Ray Elder, Pleadean, Lemurian, Atlantean, Arcturian, Lyran.

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